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2004-08-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

i chAnge uRl liaox!! pls re-linkk mii worRx!! =P

http://-breakkawayy.blogspot.com

2004-08-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

woOtx` lykk verii long neber update lerrhh hoRr? lolx` myy com finALlie rEpaiR lorrRrrrr. finAlliee sEhh` budd alot of tings gonE ferr eXamplE myy pictuRes n sonGs. bud hEckk larhx` gort my nice fwEnx to sENdd mi sonGs. =P huRhuRrr...

hmmmx commOn test finAllie oBEr lerrh aRrh` shO glAd. bud i gort bAKk my sciEnce. SHO JIA LAT. juz pass. 25. lolx` shitty resuLts. last papEr was gEog` afteR datt. dAmn relIEVedd sEhhh. finAlliE ober liAOx loRr. oshO CaRnt rwEalli remembeRr waDd we diD/ =X memoRyy fAIlurEeee. oHx` i noE liaox. wEnt to reginA`z hsE n waTch acAsia. or wadeva u spEll dat tree`z namE. quite a lAMe show. dunch quite get derr stoRyy linE. verii qi guAI n makEs no sEnse~ lolx. afterr dat wEnt homE-

fRidayy gort bAKk lit papeR. commoN test surE diE. n lazyy mr nG sae dat onli nExt wEek can get bAkk maths papErr` hMmpft~ after skEwl reginA went to pA toR` yiLing dunCh noE gort waD on` cArol deyy all goRt choiR. sHo mi n ruo ting` plus may teresa tingsHeng clEment mEssiAh yz jiAhui hAnxiANg troyy [tiNk shO ` cArnt reAlli rEcAll.. siANx halff` bad mEmoryy]] wEnt to quEenstOWn . \\thANx to hAnxiAng`z suggEstion// wEnt dere to sEe demm eat. after dat wEnt to derr quEenswayy shopPin cEntree. mEssiAh bought clothEs lorr. whilE walkK wALkk/ mi goiN to bUy tinGs dere!! soOn` wibb regiNA n ruo tingg. ruo ting finAllie saw a suitABle bAg n enuff fer her budgEt liAOx. *osho dAMn relievedd ferr her*.. lolx... i kEpt couGhin` n on derr jouRney bakk on 198. SHO COLD. kEPt shivErin lykk noboDy`z businEss.

sAtuRdayy` hAdd nApfa!! [iz dis how u spEll der woRdd` goShh]] bOooX` stiLL quite okaEe.e. myy sit n reAch impRove sIAx` *actUAllie ishh we all lEann bakk a bit n chEatt derr* lolx. 40 lEIi` lolx. last time 20 + niA. shuttle ruN make my lEg shO painn. inclinEd saRKks der moSt. dAMn striCt. shO we chEAted agAin!! no choiCEE. lolx` after dat went jp. to buy my shoEs. budd no sizEEeee.. ` soWie guyys. i noE waste youurr timE =[ wEnt to meet reginA after waTchin somE tbee` met wib derr otherss at je. jenmey may tingsheng arron hanxiang troy messiah yz disneyy cindyy.. wEnt to eAst coASt paRkk- cyclE n roLLerbLAde. cindy went homE. in der lata part gort lost n was last spotted in geylang. oshO dunch noE how shE can enD up dere!! lolx. lolx. lolx. bud still went homE larh` make us sho woRriedd! kAOx. after dat derr guyys n mayy went to plaE in derr seA dere lor. left us neber plaE. dEN tings stArted to happEN. we juz walk awaE ferr a whilE or someting. to plae wib dem n go toilEt. comE bakk` arron n mAy`z Bags gonE- insidE gort tingsHeng`z hp n yZ` wALlet. we wAlkked roundd tryy can finD nort. budden didnt findd anytingg. shO deyy cALl polIce. go mAKe policE repoRt. n toOk bus homE lorr. haIix` sWayyy sEhh...

juz reAched homE at almosT 12.. toDayy` althoughh faRn bud tings happEnnedd. hAiix` badd daE as weLl. verii long bus jouRneyy` tot of tings agAin. naturAl reaCtion. weiRdie me` cArnt blAMe. tink i made tingsheng bwayy songg osho. sowie worrs. i noe u badd mood` budd i. erm.. neber mindd. cheer upp yarr. oKiex larrhx stopp here. verii tired sIAx` takkaiRe everyyonEee. mWackkkkkks- i can leave commEnts fer uu guyys liaoxx!! >.<

Everytime I look at you,
I can't believe
I've found a love so true
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do;
Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you I'll be lost,
I need you next to me]]

2004-08-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

hiyAx` woOtx. thuRsdAyy leii` hAd hIstoRY paper. hAiyox bAla didnt evEn tEaCh us somE tiNgs! n shE saeD shE did den we all saEd dunchh hAb` den shE cuM n sAe orhh soWIe.. alAMak. shO lAo hU tu aRh shE- afTer skeWl wEnt to hAb luNCh wib haNxIAng deyy all. hahax` gO derr coffEe unitedd osho dAMn gAO xiAO. deyy horr` kEep di siAo derr aUNtiE dere. kEep makIN herr luff` wondEr shE gort pRoblEM up dere noRt. hAnxiAng still cAll her `xiao ke aIi` hahahax. deN derr auntiE stArted luffin reAlli loudlyy oSho. hahax may sing song shE osho luff. lolx. weiRd auntie. sAw him* went bakk skEwl copy lit noTes b4 goiN homE wIb cinDy onG.

yesteRdayy whiCh ish friDayy` hAd chinEse papEr. agAIn hab woRds cher neber tEach at alL. even clArice oshO dunch noE how to dO. n derr cHeRs duncH sEem to caRe. lolx! dis commOn test ishh hopEless. aftEr skEwl guAI guAi go homE agAin loRr. rEachedd homE liaoX slAckk fiRst. tiLl 5+ deN meet rEginA go interchANge den mEet everyyonE else. arron yEapp` saE wadd dunCh be late. in derr end oWnsElf late. lolx. ruo ting clDnt comE = siCk. mus takkaIRe yarx. aftEr dat wEnt to tANjong pagaR n see somE CO ting lor. its lykk i almost fell aSlp dere. mi n caRol inside keep luffin. dEn gort onE guy askk us nort to toK. den mAy sae `wait till i buRp in his face` hahax dEn shE rwEalli buRp!! hahax. dAMn faRni. we all luffinn. bud he still comE up to us n caLmly sae ` dunchh tokk` lolx. onE hr den gort brEak we all leave liaox. lolx` ouTside der plAce. playedd scissoR paper stONe. losE mus hit hAnd wan. wAh laux` plae wib reginA. pain. hanxiang. pAin. messiAh!! evEN woRsT!!! den my wholE hand shO rEd.

dis ishh derr song. lalalala. elmo soNg` datx wadd i kEep siNgin wiB reginA ong. wENt in sEarch ferr foOd. budd everyting klosE siAx. latE lerhr marhx` wEnt to ouTram paRk. deyy eat. we wAit. bud kaRyin nort feElin well. shO we leFt fiRst. guyys` soWie yAr. hABtA wAIT ferr cinDy to buy her dRINk. dAMn loNg oshO. go hoME shO tiredd. juz slEep deR momEnt i liE on der bEd. zzZ..

toDay went to rEginA`z hsE. scAn tinggs loRr. shO u cAN see somE new piCtures in my pic gAllerry. dErrickk whiCh ishh her dEar. gib her derr doggiE shO kute! shO soft. n most impoRtantly. smEll lykk f&n gRape dRInk. lolx. dEn we cAt fighT on derr sofA agAIn whilE wAtchin derr tablE tEnnis of athENs 2004 der. wAhx dAMn wastedd! mi n reginA were dEre cuRsin der koRean gerrl. maKe SHO much soUnd effects n her hair ishh hoRriblE. hahax!! mi n regiNA still do Some rEalli tupiD acttioons` hahAx. hhabEnt studiE ferr lit woRrx` n maths + sciENce test ishh nExt week. dAMn scared. dAmn woRried. bothh are myy weaKEst suB. wiSh mii alld err bEst =P tAKkaIRe everyyone! rEalli had fArn dis fEw dayys` woOtx. fiRst commOn test shO relaxeddd! =) iz it noRmal or wad? lolx`

[ n to kennyy lee n peihwa! i m nort fatt! hMmpft ]]

he wass derr furst dat tautt mi to lurve wholeharteddlly
he was derr furst dat tautt mii to holdd on
he was derr furst datt tautt mi to b strong despite derr lonely times juz by tinkkin of him
he was derr furst dat made mii tink of him everyy minn
he was derr furst datt tautt mi to opEn up to lurve
he was deRr fuRst datt huRt mii rwEalli dEeplyy
he was derr fuRst to make mi lurve someone wibb no regretts
he was derr furst datt tautt mi to smile n appear alrite although gettin hurt by his words
he was derr fuRst in everrytingg.
bud y did he hAbtA go.
bud now i noE.
he was derr fuRst datt tEaChhes mii to foRgett-
n i will. cuz uR haRt onli has room ferr heR. n no one else.

2004-08-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

heyya` todayy common test staRt lerrh woRrx. hmMx engliSH comprE` act noE. actualliE dunch noE. at der enD juz lie dere rEst` shO siANx. mR teo dAMn kAO peii lor` kEep saE us wadd mus tuCKk in shiRt propeRlly or elsE cannort takE derr papeR. sae wadd we lydat ishh delayy our own timE. dunchh noe ishh hu delayy hu loR. he caught teresa somEmore lorr` den i tinkk he showed her wadd`z der meANin of tuCk in or someting!! hahax` nightmare ferr her osHo.. lolx.

todAYy assEmblyy` finalliE gort usE liaox. saw ouR nExt yr klass combinAtion. woOtx. annA n caRol wAnted bIO. shO deyy either will choosE A oR D. budd hoR` deyy sho smArtt. suRe go A wann larrhx. ruo ting still no idEa whichh klass loR` shE sae see us go whiCh klass shE go whiCH klass. mi reginA liu wahh` haiyo. ishh see see loR. arron saE he see us go whiCh klass. wAn to go ` yi qi go. bluff ppL wann hoR? loLx. hanxiANg n troy siAO liaox. saE wadd go T1. teCHhnicAll. cuz deyy dunch noe tokIn boutt wadd englisH fail derr. hahax` dEN tinkIn bout dis. quitE sad aGain` which mEans end of yr cOmin shO ishh stReamin. no loNGer saME klas lerrh` bOox. budd rEality ishh lydat lor. we stANddarD all bu yi yAng wadd. juz jiA youu n giB ur bEst lorr? =] we woRk hard fuRst b4 tokIn bout waDs goNna happEN lata baRrhx` hoPE can go into samE klass togethEr worrs!

afTer skEWl went to tuItion` hapPEned alot of tings. ahEmx. wrEcked hAvoc agAIn. simIlaR tRianglEs gort mi reAl goNg. bud aRgh wadEva` hoPEfulliE nExt mondAy`z tuitioN can woRK out abit. icEcrEAM man hABent go hoME worrs` bouGht icEcrEam b4 goiN home. sAw yANkiat n fwEnx at busstoP lorr. he hoR` haiix. ferevA sho =.=" osho dunch noE wadd face he giBin. wooDstoCk face barhx. caRnt blamE.. lolX =X

toOk a nAp from 5 to 7. woKe up n studiEdd` till 10!! i didnt noE chArmed was at 8.30.. boOx` i tot was at 10. shO missed it. goD. i didnt noE` lolx. histoRyy memORise alot of stuff. den camE onliNE` somEBodyy tell mi he will teAch mi! goRt hear wrROnglyy noRtt.. dis kiND of lIAr. ishh ng yan kiat. hahax` my mindd ishh all cRamped up now` =.=".. osho lykk no tbEe show to waTch todayy leii` siANx 1/2. misshed chaRMED. xin tiA. fiRst episodE leii` bOox.

okaE larrh` takkaiRe horr! jia youu everyyone!! dosE hu hab pRelimS comIn soon. [u noe huuu horr] jiA youu hoRr` =] guDdiE luckkiE.. mWackKkKKS.

I still got so many unsaid things that I wanna say,
And I just can't wait another day,
I wish he knew.
I still wait up wondering if he will remember me,
But there's no way for me to know.

2004-08-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

woOtx// todAyy ruotiNg neber coMe leii` siCk noRrhx. mus takkaiRe. coMmon tEst comIn lerrh` yEpps. laTa somEone xin tiA arrh` hahax. =X kiddin. fiRst time nort shO stressEdd- gD ting yea. mi n rEginA kept tokIn bout hPs!! alAmakk` shE saEdd her deaR had a new hP. err. noKia 6230?? dEn shE saEd all der funCtions i wannA pENg liaox larrh!! i oshoo Wan` wAHx n shE saed i dAMn spEndtHrift.. hEex` i wAN wadd. my cuRrent fonE juz sArkks. gOD. bud i osho waN sAMsunG derr. hMmx` bud dAMn ex sEhh. without plAN 500+ gOd. i m shO dEad.. save uNtil whEN osho dunch noE.

derr whOLe dayy` mayb no ruo tingg `neutrAll` mi n reginA keep `dA xiAO shEN` hahax. den stAre here n dere luff den okaE liaox. tolD ya ouR quarrEls dunchh last more den a dayy derr. kEpt doiN matths duRin maths peRiod. noRmallie i slAckk wann leii` bud i gortt do.. wahahax. i see derr similaR tRainglEs until GONG quu liAOx` aftEr rEcess, mR long didnT comE` slAckkk agAIn. der chEr dunch noE wadd her namE` her voiCe damnn fRoggy. lykk bReakk lydat. hahax` deN shE sae wadd `uR noE waDs derr mEanin of kEep quiEt? hu'z toKin?` goRt ppl saE `youu`.. hahax` dEn shE tok Tok gort ppL ask her shuDdup n `ssshhhh` hahax. shO faRni. her face dAMn bu gAN yuAN lorr. hahax.

scIEnce as usuAl larrh` mR loh a.k.a. MST. my stickk teacherr. hMmx. kEep scoLdin us loRr` sae wadd we alwaEx pass up ouR tings lAte. den hu neber siGn test papEr laRrh` dEn wadd hE marrk we pass up derr hw ishh rubbish. hahahx` i gort shO manii bloooDyy quEstions wrOng` hahax. afTerr dat bELl ringg leRrh norrhx` reginA go mEet herr dEar n left wib caRol. i waited ferr yilingg. hu ferevA sHo slOw. wEnt to buyy gEl dosE stuff arrhx. dEN walk Arh walK arrhx` buy everyting go bUy bubblE tea. saW conniE at der shOp. shE gort fwEe dRinks siAx` shE dweRe der shOU ke siAx. dEn went to canAl dere derr shElter place n siT loRr` i did faster den nEo yiling. wahahax` shE DamN slow. den dunch noE where pOp up derr eRic loRr. he saW us from bb couRt. hE even hELpedd yiliNg do a bit still slOW. n yiling lykks shouttin at mi fer no reason osho. =.=" wo hao yuAn wang siAx`

aftEr dat wenT home` dAMn tiredd. slEPt fer one houR lydat niA. goD verii tired lor. now stiLl tiRedd` dAMnit. stiLl makIn notes ferr hisTOrYY` comMon test comIN liaox cANnort slACK sEhhh`... everYoNe all dAMn yong gonG now lorr` i see liAOx i scaRedd siAx.. alamAK` okaE larhx. stop here. verii sIAnx. toKin to kEnny lee noW. he juz now dAMn bO chuP mii lorr. see hIm horr` cALl him. den hiS ffacee!!! BO CHUP mi face. lolx` den suyu saw i tinKk. i feEL sho ps. hMmpFT. he sae i call SOFT. sho FARNI. dis kind of kOR osho hAb` haii.

takkaiRe horr everyyone. jia youu ferr commOn testt! =) mWackkkkiEees`

This is my current single status,
My declaration of independence,
There's no way I'm tradin' places,
Right now a star's in the ascendant.

2004-08-14T15:06:00.000+08:00

hiyax//. badd week` hahax commOn test ishh comIn. yesterdayy ishh fRidayy der 13tH woRr. hMmx` sciEnce resuLt was 18.5. =.=" gort higherr den ho ruo tingg. lolx`huRmx. osho kinDa forgett wad i did lerrhx. oRhx waited ferr regiNA to go n chANge herr bAg. after dat wEnt homE. he finAllie opEn up to mii lerhx. dunCh noe leii. happiE or upSet? juz kEPt cRyin all der wayy` to reginA`z hsE norrhx. waTched mEan gerrlx agAin. hahax` nice shoW. :) after datt started cRyinn again/ haiX` its all fatedd.. i dunch blAmE him. darhh geRl. rweAlli luCkie noRrhx.

shO friDayy did saRks a bit. yEa was QUITE unluCkie. todayY habtA leAve fer skEwl fer mathS remediAlx! byy poTato hEad!! verii quiCk 1 hR. n its his sho calledd reviSion. *bullshiit. i saw may`z snEakers! shO nice! den i wanted to buyy agAIn. hahahax. den i was lykk tinkIn waD usEs can my current NEW` realli new gallaz snEakers b used as. goD. deyy werE tellin mi to uSe it as skEwl shoEs. budd hAb abit of piNk loR. how huR. huRm... i hAB no idEa too. sEe how laRHx. i need another month b4 i cAn save enuff fer dat tupiD new snEakers! bud realli nicE~ i wan i wan i wann... lolx.

afTer rEmediAlx` mii n ruo tingg accompaNy reginA to two wayy` mAx cut his haiR// nice osho loR. hEex. den saw jiA yu lEii. shE cut her hAir nice nice worR. reginA cut her haiR veri long loR. lolx` den i askked derr ladyy rebonD hair how muCh. 208 buCks. goiN to rebonD at der end of der yrr. veri hua suAn lor. plus cut n treatment all dosE. quite chEap liaox baRHx. wholE packAge marrhx. :) reboNdd rebonDddDd. reginA`z fRinge shortt lerrh! woOtx. we late ferr tuItion lerhx. den chIOng go tuitiOn. did mAthx. after dat as usuAl dig out mR tAN`z fRidge agAIn. nice.

on derr wAyy kEPt chilDishhly fiGhtin wib reginA ong. den now shE hab new oppoNent. LOW LIU WAH . hahax` deyy fight osho dAMn faRni wann. i can memoRisE regina hiT ppl ish waD pattern derr. lykk plaE badminton lydatt` violEnt cow. wEnt bak to skEwl fer a whilE. annA deyy all still in skEwl doiN artt. after dat mi n reginA left fiRst norrhx- goIn to sEnd my com to repaiR lerrh! woOtx` finallieEeEe~ den myy paPx keep askIn mi wadd pROblEm. hoW i noee?!! der pErson whU repaiR shl noE rwiTe? den i sae hAb error larrh! alwaEx hANg larh` lAg larhx. he will still askk wadd pROblem. =.=" faint aRrhhh.

i still missh him. haix` budDen tio huRt liaox loR. haiyox` oshO dunch noE leii. mayb we reALli nort fatedd. bud we stiLl gd fwEnx lOR. datx wAD he assuRedd. n i tink mAyb stAyin dis wayy isNt dat bad barhx? :) wo hui xue zhe fang qii nii` shi yin wei wo tai aii nii. lykk i alwaEx saedd. if u're happiE. i will b happiE fer u too noRrhx.. jiA youu worr` i m suRe u can get her hArt one dayy. :)

" i hate every single thing about you. and you hurt me every single minute. you break my heart over and over again . but yet i cant make myself do it.i want to tell you to go away and leave my life . . . but i dont want you to. . i dont want you to leave me . not NOW "

2004-08-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

heyy` listenin to `jie kou` nice nice.. heEx. jay`z aLbuM Mus buY. >.< lamEe.. reginA i m waitiN fer yANzi wann osho.. hAhax` how cAN lydat saE hur reginA ong! u will alWaEx b paRt of it. dis isH ouR boNd norrhx! tO makE dis laSt yao nU li woR! n finAlliE u cAN comE onlinE lerrh` hahax. how mANi dayyx neber tokk to u onlINe lerhx. neber mindd gort ruo ting UPDATE youu. LoLx`

todayy leii` pE dat timE. damN slAck. hahax` saw kennyy lee agAin. `nort diAO ishh biO!` my fwEN sae u thiN arrh! eatt moreee!! ruo ting somEMore gort bRIng notEs arrh! to reAd. den mR tEo saw askk her kEEp.. we kEPt chantin `outer ear pinna.. ear cAnal` wad rubbishh.. gort tupid sciENce test larrhx. den dAmn it loR!!! mR loh noE we gortt tiPs fRom other klAzzEs!! [sowiEe horr if mR loh gort scolD urr! paii sEHhhh!!]] hE even hAb onE pEriod hE change derr EZIEST quEstionss to quEstions i dunch noE. =.=" suRE fluNk liAO larh` reginA. still ultrasounD leii. chAm sehh` hahahax.

whENeva mr lOh walked past i alwaEx tryy to caTch a glIMpse of yuleii`z paperr! budd cldnt see!!!! alamAkkkk. her woRds toO congestedd lerrhx. squInt my eye osho cAnort see.. den i was lykk `argh forget it..` lie oN table slAck.. juz do wadd i tink i noe loRr.. haiix hopELess. i tinK tml osho get bAk maths pAper lerrh` haiix. hoW arh. osho surE goNe case derr. in klAss reginA kEep saein` common test comIn lerh ehh. hoW arrh. aiyox dunch reminD mi leii` haix. SUFFOCATED. hahax comMoN woRd!!

n to huizhEN` u nort ngryy wib mi n whUeva rite? i hoPeX? heaRd from aRron dat u saE we fAce blAck blAck` hahax we tot ishh u ngry wib us.. sowiee. hahax` still fwENx horr... =)

i m hABin heaDache agAIn. lolx` i m siCk agAIn. ha ha ha` its comMon. goD. dis weEk ishh sho shoRt` thANkx to derr holIdayyx. bud commON test comMin soonN lerrh` streess sEehh. takkaiRe yarr everyyonEE? mWackkkx`~

ru guo ni kuAI lerh.
wo yE hui wei ni gAO xing.
ai der jiAn dann.
ni kuAi lerH marhx?

2004-08-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

hihix. todayy hurr. wentt out wibb darkAriAnx! wOotx! happiEx =) went to liBrary. hEex. everyone was lykk askkin arron gort wadd sciEnce tipps. alot hABent studyy fer sciENce. [all bluff ppl wann!!]] hahax` dEn we made alot alot ALOT of noisE. everyone was lykk stArin at us loR. hahax` whoooo caReeex. x) rEAd lit as weLl noRhx. den mii n ruo ting went up to deR fourth levEl hELp dem buyy dRInks. comE down we lykk paRty lydat lor. eat n dRink. hAhax` gOrt a few gerrls sittin bEside us dAmn bwayy song. box dEM arhx. kEep SSSH us.

afterr dat gort one tupiid securityy guaRd comE n sae cannort sELf studyYy dere. shEn jiN biN. libRary cannort studyy den go where?? we wenT to fouRthh levEl loR. derE lykk discO lydatt. hahax` songg bo? troy verii gAo xiAo. hE keep doiN somE veri fArni actions. hahax` kEpt luffin. we kEpt chANgin places n dere. at fiRst sat rite in derr middle of der wholE place. den suddENlie derr `round` seats dere gort place. hanxiang deyy all keep tokkin bout `MAO` hahax. denn derr kids bwayy ta han. den deyy alL shoo liAOx. we occuPiedd derr wholE place! woOtx. we kEpt makin lotsA noisE lor. lykk damN farn siAx. hEex` saw ruotingg`z koR n his stEad. lolx! b+b. hahax` ruoting u shl noe wadd it means larhx. i kEpt goiN to der mAchinE n buyy food. hahax den troyy sae wadd mi kIp eatin n dRInkin. =.=" hungry bu shi chi loR!

afterr dat wentt jP barrhx. wei ren lost his wallett leii. alamAk. fiRst go eat. caROl deyy all verii hunGryy noRrhx` den latA go wALk waLk. hANxIang clDnt findd his comIc. no stoCk or wadeva larhx. i went to buyy my `qi li xiANg`!! woOtx. nice sehh. der lyRics verii mEaningfuL leii. afterr datt went homE lerrh loR. happiE leii` actuAllie goiN to libRary osho verii faRn. daRkarIans raWkk.

i habENt studyy sciEnce! everyonE lykk all PIA Liaox loR! deyy all mEmorisE der foRmula den i dere bluR blUR dunch noE wadd deyy tokIn. den hANxiang siAO siAO wadd. we dunch noE tokk bout foRmulA ` he can suddEnlie rAP it out. bud zhEN der leii` its quite ez to remember. hAHax. todayy` zhEN der hao gAo xinG leii. haiix` budd. dunch noE leii. kai shi lEIi lerrh. i veri tiredd to guess wadd`z he tinkIn lerhx. i guess he hates mii. x(

oKiex barhx` takkaiRe everyyone. if u habEnt buyy jAy`z album. rEalli mus bUY. veri nice worr! >.< mWackkkkiEex.

jiu suan mei you jie guo. wo ye neng guo chengg shouu.
ru guo yao zhou. qing ni ji der wo.
ru guo nan guo. qing ni ~~wang lerhh wo~~.

du wan lerh yii laii` wo hen kuai jiu li kaii.

wo lei lerhx. haiix. wo ke bu ke yi wang ji nii.

2004-08-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

bout yesterdayy derr entry. after typin it out` i realli felt bad n relieved at derr same tIMe. cuz when at lEast ppL r tryyin to findd out wadds derr pRobLem. n i felt badd cuz i made other ppL felt badd too. espEciallie hui zhEn. valeRIe. KAryin deyy all. rEalli veriiiii sowiee. its realli nortt youurr fault.. dis pROblemm has settled down ferr too longg. n dere'z no poINT bein ngryy fereva n eva when we go out ya noee.. whyee caRnt we b happiE? wadd r we misshin out now?

hmmx after chattin wib arronn.. chekkyun deyy all. i bROke down. haiix` realli criedd alot alot alot. i cried sho muCH my tummy hurts n i cldnt get to slp. i felt lykk we were realli driftin n fallin apaRt lerrhx. todayy i woke up.. hAbta go dong dong qiANg lor. fiRst time ferr mii to go see der coffin get huO huA. or cremated or wadevA larrhx. den gort onE familyy when derr coffin was pushhed in [auto wann leii` amazinn.] deyy all scReammedd lorr! n der family was veri huge. lykk how mani geneRation lydat. i saw derr flAMes booF froM derr bottom. scaryy` after waitin ferr two hRs lydat. can collEct my ahh gongg gu hui liAOx. den habta piCK his bonEs. i see liAOx osho scaredd. =.=" derr templE place verii bigg lorr. my father sae lykk tourist attractionn.. =.=" tourist come here see wadd. see ppL crEmate n dere are lykk biscuits-lykkedd tins to putt derr asshes der. hahax` my father ish weiRd larhx. den he sae wadd da kai yan jie. lykk as if i lykk to see dis kind of tings. can gib mi nitemare wann sIax. hahax` bud i still tink der crEmatin ting was kEwl. booF. der fire. styLo/

after dat went homE lerh lor. haix sho dAMn tiredd. my mother alwaEx lie to mi wann. tell mii lykk 12 plus can comE hoMe. in derr endd` ishh lykk 4 +! caRnt even use my com.. deN on my hp.. 6 msg + more n more. wah sey` chuA tio. ate cRab ferr dinnerr. *kiap kiap* lame. haix` anywayy. i juz wan to tell myy dear sista ruotingg. dunchh gib up hao maRhx ? i tot it was der nicE memoWies dat maDe us hELdd on? weRent we oncE realli happiE together? werENt we? dunch sae u are tired okiEx.. we will b dere. shall we overcomE dis obstAcle together? shALl we stANd stRongg.. if other ppl more bo chup we more shl caRe. cuZ/ i reAlli damn bu shE de to see everyting gO down der dRain. kuAI lerhx? hao bu hAO.. wo xiang xing wo men hai shi zhui hao der peng youu. all 12 of us. hao maRhx?

i rEalli dunchh noe wadd derr hell ishh happENin to him` n its worryin mii. hoPe u r okiEx norhx. haiix` kuAi leRHx jiu hao. datx all i m askkiN ferr. siANx. wed ishh comIN! I HABENT STUDIE. ALAMAK. lolx` i hate sciEnce. yaWnx. tmL go out agAIn. last dayy dEn hab to b guAi kia studyyy liaoox. i tink everybodyy ishh studyin excEpt mi. failure siAx. hmmx sho takkaiRe everyybodyy? jiA yoouu woRr huevA ishh studyyin! n tupidd TINGSHENG. dis song ishh noRt sang awfully or wad. u sSho cLEber u sing larhx. lolx` ass. mWackkkkkkkx- aii ni menn.

bii shang yann jingg
ren zhuu leii-
bie ku qii`
mo re qiAn xii.
qing liu zaii
wo [huaii lii]]
kann tai yann ann quu. yue guangg shi mingg.
wo zhi xiang qian zhe ni der zhi jiann\rao dii qiuu zhui houu yii quAnnnn _ _________
wo aii niii .

2004-08-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

yesterdayy hur. borin larhx. gort wad national dayy celebrAtion. tALentimE was dAMn loussy` budd quite entertainedd. by luffin at some. ermx kah leong`z perfoRmance wads nice. fEn shou kuAi leRhhx n playyinn derr piANo. bud he didn win! wadd a waSte leii. den gort wanN 3C gerl` mEiqing arhx? oR dunch noE hu. der liqianG'z sistA. sANg rEalli nice woRR! She woN fiRst` nort badd norT badd. after dat hurr. hAixx` gort wad gEog test larhx. *shaKE head* denn kinda `quarrEledd` wibb arron deyy all? dunch noE leii. now hor. i dunch noe whyee? we now derr usuAl group of ppl.. alwaEx hab alot of ppL liaox. den alwaEx quarRel. alwaEx lydat. noRt bLAMin der 2D ppl oR wadd. budden haiix` ishh lydat. ever since hui zhen n arron hor. ishh lykk we alrEadie quarrEl liAox. now gort dem. even woRst. haiix` n no onE bothers?! datx der hEck ting of it. we can neber go out HAPPIE together n come bakk HAPPIE fer once. its alwaEx makin other ppl ANGRY n PISSED OFF. bud no one cares. some ppl r juz sho happie bEIn in deir hapie liVes of deiRs! deyy dunch rEalli care. haiix` budden hor. if dat time esplANade ting. if gort pAng seyy any of ur. realli sowiEe. espEciallie troyy n hanxiang deyy alL`.

regina went to meet wib derrick. after dat i went to tAKe my glasses fromm my mom. cuz my contAct lEnse tore. den i went to jP. met wib anna ruo ting yiling cindyy. we waTchedd derr viLlage!! b4 goiN to waTchh. we walked around as ONE BIG GROUP. it rEalli felt gd. n i reAlli lykk dis kind of fEelin loRr. ishh juz dat. we aint dat klosE anyymore. we r fallin apart. n no one ishh realisIn dat. i told u. someone ishh juz sho stuCkk in his own woRld. happie woRldd. fwEnx doEsnt count anymore hur? hMmx` ishh lydat larhx. derr usuAl twelve. mi regina ruo ting yiling anna carol liu wahh ts arron hanxiang wei ren troy neber realli go out together? ALONE? anymore?! no onE cares rite. now go out together.. alwaEx veri bu gao xingg.. whyEe hurr.. when sec 1 dat time.. realli damn happiE together./ now dunch hAb liAOx. whyEe? cuz cindy? or cuZ someone has someonE else. hmMx it doEsnt matters anymore. i tinkk now hab deir OWN lives tO live.

derr movie`z soundd effect was kEwl. whilE watChin der movviE` suddEnlie somting walkk past den gort one LOUD SCARY SOUND EFFECT. kewl leii` dEn chuA tio loR. after dat derr tingg run after onE gerrl` den eveyrbodyy scReamedd! hahax` dAmn faRnii. after dat mEt wibb hanxiang deyy all` deyy as usuAl. cRappinn in foodcouRt. hanxiang wld b saein wadd payin 7.50 to scare yourrself. gib him 2 buCKs nia den can scare us lerrhx. hahax` den arron was saeinn dat he osho scaredd. n he sae bout watchin `into der mirrorr`.. hahax.. memoRies felt nice. sweet. n we were tokiN bout ts. we were luffin. rEalli lykk dat feeelin. how cuM we r losiN sho muCH of dat? der stRONg fwEnship we oncE hadd? saddeniN isnt it. dEn we went homE loRx. i tinkk afteR rEadin dis entryy. lotsa ppl wLd b offended? to 2D ppl! realli sowiee. i m noRt blAMin youur or anytingg. n to dat somEOne! i noE uR two hAb uR own woRld lerrh. doEsnt matter. your happiE. if datx true. gd fer ya?

todayy went out wibb yiling. plus eric. she larhx` dunch noe lose wad bett. den habta go out wib him loRr. den sHE HOr! haiix` keep suAN mi. wu yuAn wu gu will sHout at mii. wth. lolx` i boughT ear studds. a skiRtt. a BRacelet. n toOk neopRints. nice. hEex. tooK one at hEerens! nice mAchinee!!! hahax` siAOs IAo. yiling n eric on derr bus machiAm stEad lydatt. mAchiAmm couplE sehh. hahax` lata yiling slaughter mii. okiEx larrhx. realli no offence to ANYBODY okiex? i m juz tellin how i feel bout our fwenship noww. saddenin loRr! n no onE cares lor. cuz sometimes we onlii ngryy denn after nort angry lerrh` someting hapen again den ngry again. derr pROblem ishh neber solve at all. haiix` n to [hiM]]` haiix. sowiee if gort make u paii sehh. if can tuRN bak time. i rather i neber pass anyting. haiix..

longg entryy hur` haiix. i m hungryy. takkaiRe everyyonee/ mWackkkkx-

as we watchhedd time slippin awayy slowlyy.
derr faith we heldd strong starts to fade awayy.
will we bwe fwEnx ferr evA? as we pRomisedd?
(>.<)
iff youu are happie wib youur life now.
iff youu are happie lurvinn herr.
iff youu are happie.
i wouldd b happie ferr youuu too.
datx all i m askkin ferr`
ish dat too muCh.

2004-08-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

hiyAx` alamakk. tirIn daE sehhx. eR yesterdayy` half wayy thRu skEwl` wentt homE ferr a whilE. cuz myy gRandfather pass awayy. den when i comE bakk. everybodyy comE n tell mi 'jiE ai shuN biaN' budden i still noRMal noRMall wann maRrhx. cuz nort verii klosE to myy grAndfatherr. denn deyy askk mi y i can still bEhave until sho nOrmAl.. lolx`

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

after datt wenT ferr tuitiOn` rEalli dAMn bluR about all derr mEdiAn modE stuff! mAKe mR tAN damn pEkk cheK` hahahx. den wenT home studiE ferr histoRyy n mAthx. todayy` derr momEntt i stepped into der skEwl fielD. wAh piAng. a soccer ball dunch noE flyy fRom wherE when yiling staRted tokinn boutt ` bowlin ball ` n hit mii! wahh sEyy` TIA ARRHX. damn pAin. sWayy siAx. after dat gort mathx tEst noRh` *shakE head*. gone cAse. gort histoRyy! neber writE stuff on derr taBle to `reference` duRin histoRYy tEsts. dAMn scAryy! mi n reginA was sho afRAid BALa wlD noE we hAdd` reference` . buD hENg! lolx` aftEr skEwl` wEnt to do aRt abit. go sEe choiR dAnce agAin. *lolx* deN went homE. gort scoLDedd. went out fer a while den comE bakk` yaWnx.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

tmL ishh der dunch noE wadd nAtionAl dayy celebrAtion. goiN to pass somEting to hIm` den still gort gEog test leii! swayyy arrhx` hopE can pass lorrRrr. haix` tinkk will b another tiRin dayy barrhx. okiEx barrhx` stop here! takkaiRe worrx! i mishhhh uuuuuu` mwACKKkkkx.

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

2004-08-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

hmmX` sho boRed. sho updatin agAIN. tink im m fAllin siCk again baRhx. hab bEen walkin in derr rAin dis few dayyx` headachE ishh comIn bakk. haix` todayy huR. tIrin dayy laRhx. der momEnt llessons staRtedd almost half derr klass` heaDx were on derr tabLEx. dEn mR phoR walkkedd past. stare into our klaSs. dAmn ms thAm` shE still dere sMiRKin pROudly. smiRk wad? hAPpiE cuz half of her klaSs arE all happiLy aslp. shE hor` hou liAN pii. dAMmn her..

feelin sho tired thRU out derr wholE dayy` after skewl hab eNg orAl. dAMnn siANx. mR long was ouR invigilatoR. der momEnt i see hiim i kept luffin n told him 'i veri scaredd leii'. den he tell mi take onE big breath b4 staRtin noRrhx. den i tokked lotsa cRaps n even luff at der samE time. goSh` sure do verii badlyy barrhx. bud. aRgh` waddeva! its onli oRal.. no biG deal.

afterr dat went to jp wib cindyy n ruo tingg. bought some stuff. [kiNDa regrettin now]` rEachedd homE boutt 7 lyDat. hmmmx. chAttedd wibb e.r. den he kinDa advisedd mii bout der guyy noRhx. sae wadd learn to forget [[him]**. cuz [[he]** might nort lykk mii n stuff.. den staRtin tinkIn again loR` bud haiyox. sho tired! osho cannort tinkk anyting larrhx. jux feelin foolishh larhx. i feel lyk i m veri tupidd. although i askk him n he replied `no`. budd. aRgh. wadeva. whyee when i m tryyin sho hard to hold on. everyone ish tellin mi to let go? kinda hurt. kinda saddenin. bud i will get ober it. ishh realityy gerrl. n i shAll hab to face up to it soon anywayy` fallin in lurve. gettin upset. hurt. disappointed. isnt dis part of life? mayb we weRent mEant to be. hE probabliE juz treat mi lykk xiao meii meii lydatt. spENd lykk 10 mins` juz shAKin dat tupid ting. keep seein derr glitters fallIn. tuRn it arouND. shakE again. waTch it fall again... hAiix.

headachE ishh killLin mmii. yaWnnnx` sho siANx. ddis week. ishh time to b lonelyy again. i dunch wan to rely. pretendiN to tink he caredd. hao lei hao lei. initiative level ishH runninn dAMn low. aRgh woteva..... hEadache ishh kiLlinn miiii``!!! tml ishh slAckinn dayy! wooTX! sho happiIEeeee! >.< duhx` i am lAme. bud its noRmal to b abnoRmal. saw it on tbee dat dayy` yaWNx. okiEx takkaiRe eveyryone. mWAckkkkx`

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same

2004-08-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

hmmx. yesterday was sarky. today was sarky too. woKe up earlie in der goD dammn moRnin went to skEwl` waLked in der faRkin rAin n it was poURin lyk mad. n i didnt hAb a siCkenin umbRella` wad der fCuk. did abit of tupid kuttin heRe n dere. n it was realli god damN uglyy` wadd a piece of shit. caRnt remember wad i did lerhx. after dat seperate. went wib cindy to HCJC` too bad if u dunch noE wad it isH. went dere to looK at der caRnival.

der caRnival was farn. hmmx neber had a chance to go deiR haunted hse. quEue was REALLI long. met my ex-klassmate Angel. bought some damn bAlloONS. made somE tupid test tuBes! and i m lUCkie` i gort der last two. mwahahahhax. did twice derr hEnna ting or wadeva u called it. TWICE SMUDGE. damn sarky. damn smelly. damn idiotic. i hate it i hate it i hate it. wasted my god damn monEy. after dat went BAk to skewl` met wib arron n huevA larhx// went to jP wib dem. bought der fiLm fer derr followin's dayy carniVaL. went homE` i started doiN der fCukin cloth ting. in der end` its reali god damn ugly. diD 5. bud hu cares. was sho tired. bud yet cldnt slp. kept tinkin. why am i fallin all out of plAce? wad did i do Wrong?!

today` damn sarky. went fer skEwl. met wib my peEpx. set up der fCukin hell ting. daMn tupiD. dAMn tiRin. hAb to go aROund practicALlie BEGGIN ppl to buyy tings n tAKin fotogRapHs` n well. my flower balloOn gort buRst! fer dunch NOe wad fCukin reason. den i hAB to scReam n shouT whENeva i wAn to find somEone. called fm n aaroN or Kelvin sho mAni fCUKin times. wadeva` do deyy care? wadd a fCukin attitude i m showin now. budd i m feelIn shO fCUkinlyy tupid! ting sheng was dere doiN some tupid tings when i needed to bloW derr balloOns! n he cost a tupid PINKK balloon [which kar yin wanns] TO BURST! FARK SIAX. wad der hell. i was liu hAN-in lyk siAOx. reginA's bro was lykk` dRenched wib tupiddly smelly stuff = soya sauce. tomato sAUce. eggx]] go 3D'S STALL. GO SUPPORT. wasted 3 buCk.s juz to throw stuff n get a faRk up pEn. aRgh wadeva` anyway i need to spEnd my tickets.i realli hate myself. i feEl sho retartedd! my head was fUll of glitter. wEnt to wash my haIR` comBed it wib YILING'S BAO BEI comb. faRK siax` after dRY lerhx. out of no where. [JUZ WAD DID I DO?] someone drizzledd mii wibb glitterr. wow i was lykk a glitter producerr. comb myy hair` glitter fell lykk rAIn lydat. wOW sho kEwl. noRmalliE iff somebodyy did dat to mi` i wldd juz get another bottlE of glitter n chase afterr dat person n get bakkk myy revenge. i m revengefull`. bud i am suRprised i didnt. i guess i was sho fCukinlyy tiredd n pEkk chekk` my head was itCHin lyk mad loR` FELT LYK FARKINGLY CRYIN. bud i didnt wan to. i noe surE someboDy sae i petty` n i wldnt Wan to cRy obEr a FARKIN TING lykk dis. [juz wad did i do? i juz dunch understANd! didnt i sae i wash my hAir lerhx?]] cRyinn in dEep shit agAin. feel sho tired. feel sho bad. feel sho fcukk up. n i rEalli hATE A FARKIN ASSHOLE! YOU ARE CONSTANTLY WEARIN A MASK. U MADE IT SOUND LYKKS ITS ALL MY FAULT! wad derr fcUkk.

haix` i noe i sound realli tupidly vulgar larhx. haiix` cry cRy cRy` all i noe ishh cRY. sho everyboDyy ish bLAmin mi anywayy. i hope dere's no tupid fun faIR eva! it rEalli saRKs` i tot it was FARN. BUD WADEVA. IT ISNT! met wib some faRked up ppL again. see deiR face` rEalli feel lykk puKin. n bOxin dem. n kiCkin deir assEs. n deyy put some 'innocent angelic faces' WADD DERR FCCUK. go ta hell` lata goiN see firewoRks. hopEfullie myy mooD can chANge. n i wun hAB to see datt fAce of derr fCUkin assHOLE! all soMe retaRds. tryyin to souND angelIc or someting./ ARGH. WADEVA. I DUNCH EVEN NOE WAD M I TOKIN.

WO ZHEN DER HEN SHI BAI! I HATE MYSELFF`

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hmmx felt my entry was realli nort myself. bud well. juz cAMe bakk from der fiRewoRks. whew` it was rEalli verii pweettyyyyy!! whootX` sho nice sho nicee. hmmx. hE didnt go anyWayy. bOox. bud it was rEalli dAMn alot of pPl barhx. verii louD loRr derr fiRewoRKx. bud dAMn pweetyy. sho nice loR. endEd quite fASt larhx` staRtedd rAinin after datt! guEss it was faTed hurr. dAMn sqUuezyy alot of ppl!! n i tinkk we pAng seyy annA deyy all on derr wayy` haix dAmn sowiEEEE!! haix` tml still hAB geog tEst leii. how to suRvive?? all foRget lerrh! LOOK AT DER TUPID TIME NOW! hahax` dAMn tired lerhX. takkaiRe everyyone! mWackkkkx`

2004-07-28T21:37:00.000+08:00

hihix. hmmx tOdayy` ishh a siANx + tiRin + saddedd dayy laRrhx. hahax` todayy hoR. lessons dAMn boRIn larrhx. aLmost fell aslP in histoRYy n eNGlishh lEssons. chinEse gort test laRhx. derr cher waH laux` test 1 hR budd shE hor. start late still wan us finiSh at 1.30! >.< i copyy derr woRds on myy tablE b4 derr test. derr cherr walk roundd. whEN she nort lookIn peep yi siax. recomfiRM myy answeRrr.. mWahAHhax.. kEKex` ^.^

afterr skEwl arrh` wentt tuition wib regina n liuwahh. hui min dunch noE go wadd debAte tingg loRr. we hoR lyk verii hElP oursELves at mR tan's hsE norrhx` liuwahh dAMn hEOng loR! suddENlie will pop out food out of no wheRe wann. hahax` bud his fRidge rEalli alot of food leii. we sae we hunGry he sure takE out food ferr us. mwahahax` den hoR. fwEe dat time i saw he gort weighinn machinE. den go wEigh! regina hoRr. =.=" u shl noE Larrhx hoR. neber mind` i m sure u can shEd demm off. i still maintain bout der samE weigHt loRrx. siANx half` hahax.

went bakk to skEwl` hELpedd dEm did somE partts of derr banner! ferr food n fuN fair derr. hELpedd paint derr 'else' woRd outlinE. nice nice derr bAnner` den caRol was lykk saein. our studiEs + attitude nort gd` onli can show thRU klAss spiRit larrhx. hahax` yEA LOrX. afterr dat mi n regina plaE badminton ferr a whilE. shE hor. alamAk` left eye twitch der hou guO. hahax` sshHx. after dat went to aRt roOm. cRappedd wibb ms hoE. shE hElped us touchh up on ouR MmonA lisA.. finAllie. stayyedd till bout 6+ deN go hoMe noRhx. sho tiRedd. feel lykk slPin all derr timE. zzZzz..

haix` izzIt i tink too muCH. i alwaEx bluff myself actualliE we lydat now hen hAO arhx. fwEnx wad. wad more can i asK? juz ` haix` dunch noE leix. hai shi hEN xi huan ta barhx. kinda stRangE? bud haix` saddeNin larhx. mayb i osho dunchh mean anyting to him rite.. verii screwedd upp leii myy life. n nExt week! alot of tests woRr! sure mAtii sEhh. geog. history. scIence i tink osho hAB. mathhs mAyb osho` sure diE diE diE. hAIx. hEadache ishh comIn bakk. tinkk too muCH lerrh baRhx` feelin tired n sad ish sho xin kU. blEahx` habENt do hw oSHo. ghEEx. food n fuN fair comIn lerh! wonder our stall will b veri kE lian on dat dayy nort. hahax` okIex barrhx. stop here` takkaiRe everyyonee! mWackkkkiex.

i amm nort supposedd to lurve youu`
i amm nort supposedd to care_
i amm nort supposedd to live myy life-x
wishhinn youu were [[there]]]/
i am nort supposedd to (wonderr*))
where youu are _ ____
or wadd youu do`
i am sowiee i caRnt heLp mAhhsellf.
cuz i Am in lURve wibb youu`

2004-07-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

hiyAx- comiN to update leii` or elsE someonE will kAO peii mi noRrhx. sae wadd i osho neber update. hahax` todayy huR. boRin dayy larhx. mR long neber coMe leii. sho nO gEog test` goNnA hab tEst on der sAme dayy as yiling` noRhx - tHursdayy. budd wed still hAb chinEse test. afteR skEwl` went homE loR. nth to do in skEwl. bud after wEnt homE. verii siAnx loR. shO cAme to skEwl wib yilinG n ruo ting. cuz reginA needA studyy wadd. shE damn gAn chioNg ferr heR home eCons test. cuz shE expectedd tips fromm AH nEo todayy` rElac hoRr. jia youu kk? believe u can do it derr. [EDITED! KENNY LEE WANS MI TO SAE I SAW HIM! hahax` okiex forget larhhx paiis ehx. cuz u didnt point mi middlE finger i nort shO bu fu qi` hahax.]

went bakk to skEwl laRHx. caROl deyy all weNt homE lerhx. tot deyy wld b in skewl doiN art. ms hoE saE aRt tml den hELp us touchh up. saW reginA' bro/. nice haiR. hahax` scouTs dunCh noe doIn wad. kEep pouR water heRe n dere. =.=" after datt wenT to kLAss. sEe tingshENg's fonE. his joKEs r impRovin siAx. nort badd` den ruo ting see his fonE marrhx. saw tingle's picture. den ruo ting askk 'ehh ur brother arhx' den tingshenG reply 'aRH narh` den my mother mehx' hahax` tingshENg look damN gonG siax. yiling shoutedd att hiM dat timE sho faRNi. hahax`

dEn b4 goiN home. mi ruo ting n yiling keep tokkin wib arron. wann him to b surE of his fEelins loR. hE keep tun tun tu tu. lyk juz saE. dunch lyk den miAn tan. if youu lykk her? go ferr it! dunchh tinkk too much. >.< after datt wEnt homE lerrhx. sho siiAnx. misshin him. [ ni hai shi hen xi huan ta barhx. wo ming bai` ]haix` tupiD woodstoCk larhx. tell him i siANx den sae 'gd hope u sianx to death'. =.=" all lydatt wan. wan to find fwEnx chat osho no onE onlinE. alls tudyyin fer tests arrhx. onlli left mi dis slacKer onlinE. even tupid woodstockk osho awaE lerhx/ sho siAnx`

okiex barhX. stop heRe ` taKkAire noRhx eveRYone. mWackkkkx-

wo hai shi hen xi huan ni` wu fa wang ji. hao xing ku. hao tong ku. ni dong marhx?

2004-07-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

hihix. yesterdayy fridayy` derr onli dayy datt endds eaRlyy. as usuAl. lit was real boRin. hahax` after skEwl went jp wib regina ruo ting n yilingg noRrhx. regina boutt a card ferr yx. n a prEzziE ferr her dEar. its sho nice! budd its lykk ferr couplEs derr baRhx` reginA was gRuMblin duE to [[xin tonng)) cuz of her ATM maRHx` shE juz drAw moneyY. denN after reginA bouGhT her shoEs dEn go hoME lerrhx` on derr bus wass lykk siaoX wib reginA lor. i leaN on her cuz shE can lEan on der window dEN shE keep push myy head awAyy` tinkk we mAKe lotsa noisE larhx. sho dui liAnx. hahax` reAch skEwl datt time saw yankIAt n his fwEn. he sae my face mass red. diu liAn barhx` lolx.

i've gortt a confession to make`
datt myy [hartt]] will brEakk-
to hear youu sayy goodbyee.
youu're myy everyy drEam))
you're derr threadworks to myy seams
andd youu noe i carnt lie;
when i sayy*
x. i carnt stop tinkin boutt youu .x
( i carntt stopp tinkkin`aboutt how myy hart
ishh emptyy withoutt youu` )) ______

todayy` at fiRst wann to go libRary budd lykk derr gerrlx notr realli interestedd. askk rEgina go oRchard wibb mi n yiling [ruo ting went out wib her momm]] den shE dunchh wan` sayy sHE goiN out. sho mi n yilinG went to oRchaRd. went to c.lEisure. tooK neOprints deRe. derr effeCts quite nicE` after datt yiLing calledd fm to meet us dere. Walkk round wib him den after dat mEet ryAn osho walk wALk` den ryAn weNt to meEt his fwEnx. gort pErfoRmance at paRagon dere. mi yiling n fm went bakk to c.leisure. took neopRints agAIn` yiling was compLAinin whyyee hab to wait here n dere agAIn. hahax. budd i preferr der fiRst machinE. gort glitteryy effEct. lykk dosE stickkers lydat. after datt wait ferr 502 loR. den ishh lykk` waited dAmn long again. fm peii us all der wae to juRong east. whEN we alight` he osho aligHt. den he go takE mRt. he has all derr time in derr world. hahax`

i juzz hate myyselff`
to tinkk of youu wibb [someone]] else;
to hear youu sayy goodbye-
i lurve youu ferr hu youu are.
no more;
no less]]

tml hab to studyy ferr gEog lerrh` mondayy hab gEOg test! wednEsdayy hab chinEse leii! budd derr homEecons batCh more chAm` deyy tuEsdayy hab tEst. haix osho no mooD to studyy loR. siANx hallf` okiEx barrhx. stopp here! takkaiRe eveRyyoNe! mWaCkkkx!

yo uuu 're m y y yy su g arr rush h h ________

2004-07-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

hEYy dere` todayy skewl huR. earlyy in derR mornnin. mi n caRol reachhed dere; den we were lykk sittin dere. den a blindd guy`` he was lykk askkin 'harlo! can anyone help mi cross derr roAd?' den he was lykk askkin fer dunch noe how long den nobdyy wanna hElp` even our chinese cher sat behindd n she pretended she didnt see anyting! [ baddie! ] mi n caROl wEnt to hELp lor. budd der tRaffic was lykkkkk sHOooooo bz! keep hAbin busEs or else ishh caRs loR` den regina camE n heldd his hand. [ yong gan ] walkedd from traffic lite all der wae to derr bus stop oppositE. ruo ting was lykk` 'help him fer wad?' hahax.

usedd to believe in lurve` n fairyytales
since myy hartt's been crushhedd`
juz dunchh believe in a tinyyy hell-
dunchh noe whichh wayy to turn-x
figure it outt ferr myyselff]]
i habb juz startedd tto leaRn`
dere ishh no suchh tinggs as (fairyytales*))

skEwl damN siANx larh` BOOO! den duRIn chinEse lessons we suAN der chinEse cherr. den shE sUan ush bakk lerhh! we askked her 'if you see a blindd guyy datt need help wadd wld u do' den she replyy 'i wld see if my students wldd help` if neber help den i help!' BULLSHIT.lolx` she osho wun hELp wan larhx. datt time mR ong cuM chase us awaE shE osho fiRst one to run! mWahahah` gd ferr nth. ahh feng ishh beta. ah fEng dunchh leave ferr chinA leii! >.< after skEwl` stayyedd bakk to do artt. haiix do until dAMn pEk chEK. nth's nice bout der paIntin. budd ms hoE saed der background quite okiEx` onlii der monA lisa need to touchh up bit. den shE's goiN to hElp us. okiex` her mindd ishh finallie comIn aRoundd-

noww i finallyy foundd lurve`
andd i noe datt it))
hadd to b ferr reall-x
i m in lurve wibb [yeww*]]

ishh finallie fRidayy tml! denn derr weekEndds` whEe. hAPpie. skEwl ishh sho siANx. mondAyy hab gEog test lIaox woRr! fastttt sEhhh. siANx halff. takkaIRe worr everyyoNe! mWackkkks ______

sho i m standinn here`
armms openn widde.
readyy to gibb myy [hartt]]
i am sure dis time`
ishh gonnA lastt ferr life-x

2004-07-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

aRlox` lykk updatin everydayy siax. hmmx todAYy hur. slackkIn dayy. tuEsdayy maRrhx` mR loh tHReaten mi agAin. saE wadd ib i dunchh cliP up myy hairr he will sEnd mi rite to mR huevA! tuppiiid him. d&t mR low didnt comE noRrhx` sHo we wEnt libRaryy dEn rEad on aRt stuff loRrx. stAyyed dere ferr till 12. pW go coM lab. instEad of doiN derr food n fUn faiR posterr` mi n ruo ting were lykk usin derr internEt fiRst den go do. den finAllie finish derr poster leRhx` damn boxyy. after dat music! slAck hor~ derr sounD of music finallie waTch finish leRhx.

*stare into space. ponderin. wonderin. tinkin. dreamin.
ran out o f re a s ons to sto p lurvi n youu _______

went evolution wib reginA to cut myy fringe. den i saw derr gerrl. young n chio` den i told regina. i trust her. hahax` cuz i alwaEx cut hair i damn scarEd. den. derr fiRst snip shE cut! i shouted 'OMG'! sho shorttt! aiyox` regina was luffin. =.=" badd. hahax` sho short.. haiix` hahax. den she kept tellin mi dat whEN shE cut her hair last time osho lydat. sae wadd veri fast grow bakk` dere goes my fringe. in der endd regina peii mi go toilet. alamak my hair ish hopeless lor. haiix*

mayb i rite. mayb i wrong.
i was derr fool all alongg-
budd y carnt i stop tinkinn*
whyee carntt i stopp mishhiN))
lost myy directionN`

maths how to do larRhx! siANx half` tml go copY. takkaIRe everyyonee! mWAckkkks` tml takE bakk sciEnce papeR. diE` sure do verii badlyy wan. mAyb even fAil! sobx` xP

2004-07-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

aRlox` hmmmx. goiN to 10 leRhx. siANx. mondayyy ishh borrin. todayy horr` maThx damn siAnx loRr. i realli dunCh understANd derr statistiCs stuff! all derr mean mediAn mode tingg! i sure diEeeeE wann! i dunchh understAnd at all loRrr. hopEless. haiix` siANx halff.

`thinkkinn. lalalandd. lost inn tearrx.

after recess hAb arT arhx` askk ms hoE tingg shE alWayys bu li wo mEn. den do derr monA lisa liAox shE pickk on it. wah lAUx` shE gort pickk on arron deyy all maRhx? biasedd cow. go flyy kite larhx. do until sho xin ku den shE alwaEx cuM n criticisE! hMmpft~ den we juz pAint ouR boaRd a layerr or white pAint n leave it to dRy noRrhx. didnt do muCh osho. boRedommM.

lostt in a illusion` carnt seem to findd myy wayy.

geoG` mr long neber cOm. we slAck fer one wholE perioD. tokkin n visitin derr toilett. sciENce wEnt to lAb loR. do somE tupiD expErimEnt. deN i was lykk waitin ferr yu lEi to cAlculate ouT derr answeRx ferr mi. hahax` slAckkkkerr. finalliE afterr skeWl. hABta do aRt stuff. wEnt to tRace outt derr wholE monA lisA piCture ting. cindy was dere saEin 'wo zhAo jiu shuo liAox`' clAimin cReditx sIAx. osho ms hoE's idEa in der fiRst place. aFter tRace we go zAppedd. mAKe on derr transpaRencyy. tracE out on der boaRd osho dAMn pEK chekk. tRace out den kEep tRace wronggly. either is derr transparancyy tio movedd or derr whole ohp will move here move dere. den caRnt find bakk der original position lIAOx. in der end` mi n ruo ting went up to art room n painted it another layer or white pAint loRr. *xin ku* mii went up to aRt room most timE der. takE brushEs osho i go. den staRtedd painttinnn loRr. paint untiL damn irritatedd. everyting's goiN wrong! faRk it. wadevA. noRt nice nort out pRob. ishh ms hoE dunchh wannA opEn her GOLDEN mouth to tell us heR opinioNs!

thankks ferr actinn lykk u care` budd u dunchh at all. emptyy promises _____

fiRst time sincE skewl rEopen we gort stayy bakk until sho late. till 6 lydatt. n somEmore klass alot of ppl. kiNDa missh derr feelin. nExt yr.. still hAB maRHx? after dat went homE loRx. criEd cuz i feel terrible. dunch noE y` cuz of him. cuz of fAmiliE stuff? my bills exceeded lerh. 80 buckks plus plus. damN it. gort a helll scolDin. myy sms were supposedd to b 1000. bud i dunchh noe y bcum 1600 plus lydat. wah lAux` den der momEnt myy dad scoldd mi. myy mom joiNeddd in osho. feel sho damN irritaTed- cRy loR` cry agaiN. my wayy of reliEvin strEss. hahax` maths dunch noe how to do. go skewl copyy. siANx half`

okiEx barrhx. stop here lerrhx` takkaIRee everyyonE! i wanna go cut myy fringe tml. if gort ppl pEIi mi` mWackkks! x)

whyee dunchh youu understandd.
whyye carntt i turnn youu inside outt
whyee carntt youu even pretendd
whyee carntt youu act youu care anywayy`
too lost in youu
budd all youu hab leftt mii*
-hurtt.

2004-07-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

hiyax! =) juz camE home fromm cross countryy. mii ruo ting yiling carol hui min n 2D gerrls all walked walkkedd thRu outt. lolx` den flinttstone derr phorr horr. biAn taii waN. follow us wann lEI` he couldd hardlyy catchh up loRr. budden he was shouttin. cuz we werE walkkin nort even runnin! blEahx` hahax. mii walkk still get 118 lei. hopEless siax. reginA gort 21st woRr! annA gort 5th! liu wAhh gort 15th! yeecheng gort 2nd! kEnny koRx gort 2nD! chEK yun kORx gort 11th! hahax` deyy all verii gdd woRrx! yAxin gort 1st~ shujun as usuAl 1st once more! =P tRoyy gort 3Rd. aRron gort 4tH? shhlD be. wei ren 10th n hanxiang 23rd! ouR klass gort sEc 2 guyys chAMpions! 3D osho. ouR gerrls gort 3Rd in sEc 2! =D ruo ting n mayy were lykk scrEaminn noRrhx! 2A gort derr gerrls chAmpion! gdd ferr yaa worrx! x) he osho runn verii gdd norrhx` (>.<)

i waitedd here ferr shoo longg`
tinkkin' datt youu wld see-
youu juz kept on runninnn awayyy.
youu made youur miseryy
myy compannyy`x

kinDa feelinn tiredd lerh ehh. althoughh neber runn or wadeva. now eaTin chickkenn rice. hungryy. hahax` waTchinn peachh gerll osho. der baddie gerrl! hate herr` yuckks. lata maybb goin outt wibb myy fwEnx noRrhx. budd dunchh noe go where. n low budget somemore. remember derr 60 buckks! haix` i needa staRve next week lerrhx. hahax- wldntt hurtt larrhx. n ourr artt! hopEless larrhx` dunchh noe when den can do finishh. siANx halff.

sometimes lurve ishh a protectionnn`
soemtimes it hurtt lykk hell;
sometimes youu carnt gett enuff[!]
youu carnnt makee mii
lurve youu anyymore den i do*
budd youu cann make mi unreachable-x

if todayy neber go out den i tinkk i will take a nap n b a piggie b4 i startt doinN hw noRrhx. hab maths hw! blAhx! n blastin myy room wib 987. addictedd to it leRhx. hahax` sho mani nice songs now! haiix` takkaiRe okiEx everyyonee? mWaaccKKkiees!

dere' will come a dayy`
when derr [worldd]] will stopps turninnn-
andd (starrs*)) will fall fromm derr skyyy.
budd dis feeelinn will lastt;
when derr sunn stopps burrninnn_
all i wanna do
ishh lu r v e youu until de r en dd of ti m e _________

2004-07-15T17:38:00.000+08:00

heyyx` juz gortt bakk from skewL. headdache ishh finalliE gone! took 3/4 plus halff panAdol. sho bitter. yuCkkx- Bud ishh realli woRkinn noRhx. sho went to skewl todayy. we hadd ouR scienCe test! myy calcuLation stuff all verii bluR loRr! i tinkk i all calculatE wrongglyy liAOx leiix. chAmm.

have youu eva lurvedd somebodyy sho muchh`
it makes youu cryy?
have youu eva neededd sometingg sho badd-
youu carntt slp att nite?
have youu eva triedd to findd derr
[wordds]]
budd deyy dunchh cum outt rite?
hav youu eva
hav youu eva_

wentt to jp after skewl wibb ruo ting n yilingg. broughtt brEad fromm brEadtokk. cuz deyy dunchh noe haB wadd promoTion den everyytingg osho sEllinn at $1. we hunGryy maRrhx` sho buyyy noRhx. saw toro, fionA xie, n derr other one shl b R&B derr xiao qiao. den we wentt to 77th. sEarchinn ferr annA's prEzzie. sEarchEd thRu' derr shiRts budd nth's nice. lykk all verii boiishh type lydatt. den wee walkkedd to puRe milkk. osho shuN biAn look ferr lliu wahh's pRezziE lorr. dunchh noE wadd to buy ferr liu wahh anyyway. in der enD walkk here walkk dere wentt bakk to 77tH. boughht a billabonG hp pouchh n ear studs ferr anna loRrx. liu wahh` aiyox. shE alot of restRictions. dunchh wan soft toyys. dunchh wann foood. shE wannt wallett! where gortt monEyy?! somemore ishh two ppl shaRe niA ehh. daTx derr pRob. unless gortt 4 of us. budden regina n yiling noRt gibbin wadd. sho bo $$. lolx` paii sehh larrh!

hav youu eva been in lurvee
beenn inn lurve sho baddd-
youu'd do anytingg to make demm
[-understannddd]]\?
hav youu eva hadd someone steall
yourr (hartt.)) awae
youu'd wld gibb anyting
to make demm feel derr *samE?
hav youu eva searchhedd ferr worrds
to gett .+youu in deirr hartt
budd youu dunchh noe wad to sae`
andd youu dunchh noe where to startt;

wentt bakk home fiRst while ruo ting n yiling wentt to skewl. i wenT to takE pAint n dRawinn bloCkk noRrhx. habbta doo ouR artt. sho we went aRt room n skEtchh outt wadd we hAb print out. n wadd i drAw was hoRriblE larrh! >.< lolx. budden it wasn't supposEd to look lykk mona lisA wadd. isnt it. hahax` tupidd mii. skEtchh liAox den yiling saE wan to go homE liaox. sho we juz did skEtchinn loRrx. afterr dat wentt homE lerrhx. hab lotSa mathhs hw siAx. budd osho nort pass up tml. all pass up on monDayy derr. n heardd derr soccer arron bettin on ishh losin siAx. $60 !! where to gett derr monEyy osho no idEa siAx. diE larrhx. if myy parents noE sure diE wann. DEADD.

okiEx larrh. stopp here! takkairE everyyone! finalliE derr end of derr week ishh commin lerh. sho ishh cross countRyy. nort goinN to runn. haHax` mWACccckkKies!

hav youu eva foundd derr one*
youu hav dreamt of all youur life?
youu'd wldd do juz anytingg
to look into deirr (-eyes.))
hav youu finaliie foundd derr [one]]
youu've givenn yourr hartt to.
onlli to findd datt
one `wunn` gibb deirr hartt to 'youu.+
hav youu eva closed youur eyes
andd dreamt datt deyy were deree.
andd all youu cann do
ishh waitt fer derr dayy dat deyy will
[care]]/

2004-07-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

G	Graceful
R	Radical
A	Ambitious
C	Cute
E	Energetic

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hiyAx- update b4 i go rest. mi agAIn sickk larh` dammn derr headache man. went to skewl todayy. kinda feelin my world ishh spinninn n stuff? juz feel extremElyy sick. cldnt went ferr pe. mR teo wantedd mi to bring down my pe to PROVE i did bring. sho i went up wib cindy's accompanyy n broughtt down fer him to SEE. siAOx. saw kEnny koRx runnin. whoa gd stamina. after dat at fiRst wan to go siCk bay. budden mR lohh needs to sae tings bout tml's sciENCe test. sho mi n cindyy went bakk. bud duRIn historyy` mi wentt bakk to sickk bay. filled wibb lotsA ppl larrh. sho wentt bakk after a while. slp on tablE instEad loRrx.

assemblyy osho wentt to sickk bayy` wib anna n cindyy. staedd dere till eng lessons startt. ms tham lett mi handd up my work tml. budd osho hab no idea how to do todayy. realli wanna hab a gd rest n stuff. myy headache ishh realllllllii killinn mi. sho now goin to rest lerh barhx` tian arh. takkairE everyyone. mwaCKs

2004-07-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

hmmmx bakk wib another entryy? kinDa boredd larrhx. lolx bwayy ta hann mii horx. lolx` ermmx. todayy arrhx. mondayy ishh borinn. mR ng gab us ouR test papErs. mi gort 16 upon 20. den mR ng dunchh wanna gibb regina her 1 maRkk cuz of wadeva graPH nort accurAte here n dere. den shE kinda ngryy n stuff. scaRy larhx. cuz neber see her wei lerh dis kinDa tinggs den get sho chonG dong noRrhx. hENg we neber realli quarRelled muchh boutt it. uR maths n other subjEcts still muchh more beta den mi larrh` fweet nortt- [godd ishh wib u] lolx. wadd cRapx/

youu shouldd hab known beta`
den to tinkk i wld leave
youu shouldd habb known beta-
den to doubtt mii-x

mi n regina ishh juz sho crazyy aboutt mean gerrls. its reallii nice. feel lykk watchinn it againn. n i m suRprised derr [regina] in derr mean gerrls ishh der one dat actedd in hot chick! i mean shE juz looks shoooo differenT` niwaEx myy headd hurts now. migRane as wadd fm has saEd. nort sure. oh wadeva. tMl ishh slackkin time again. gort dose double perioDs heRe n dere wib all dosE slAckin! i will happilyy saw my wooD n do myy dnt! fferr tupiid three perioDs! lolx` tuEsdayy ishh great. glad mondayy ish over. todayy mR loh stared at mi in assembly. den i tot where was he lookin at. at my earhOLe? den he walked awae. HENG ARh. ruo ting was luffin sho loudly. lolx`

it dunchh matterr if youu are upp`
matterr iff youu are downn-
eitherr wayy i m gonna b aroundd ]]

hadd art todayy` mi regina ruo ting brain stoRm ferr dunchh noe how long. den go tell ms hoE askk her ferr opinioN. wahh! dammn stRongheaDed larrh shE` okiEx dunch noE use der rite woRd nort. den shE ishh lykk tellin us 'ur are tryyin TOO hard to b faRni'. wah Laux` neber sae eaRlier. juz change abit here n dere can lerh. waste ouR time! sho did lotsa finDIn of pictuRes juz now.. gonnA print out lata. myy inkk resouRce does comEs in gd use at derr rite time. did resEarch on monA lisa. shE's creepiE sehh. her past. makes myy hairr standddDdddDdds` shl checkk her historyy out if ya free. lolx

youu shouldd hab knownn datt i would hab
stayyed byy ur side-
youu shouldd hab knownn
youur gerrl was goin to ride or die
andd it juz dunchh matterrr
if youu r richh or poor`
out or inn doinn five or tenn.
youu shl hab knownn betaa-x

rAin lyk madd todayy. made my shoes dammn diRtyy. lolx` most pRobablie weaRin conversE to skewl tml. if ruo ting ishh on. gortt yx' prEzzie. belatedd one. habEnt staRtedd studyyin. lolx` tMl hab to stayy bakk in skewl to do artt wib ruo ting n regina. juz now kenny kor toldd mi his close fwen kEna cheatedd! a guyy three timmed her n other gerrls! somemorE ishh other skewl derr noRrhx` den kennyy was shooo ngryy. kinda scaryy larhx. neber see him sho ngryy before leii. tinkk dat guyy mus b an assholE. guyyx- zi ai leii. poor tingg leii dat gerrl. haiix`

okiEx larrh` stopp here! takkaiRe okiEx. cyA guyys in skewl tml? mWackkkks. thhree mWackkkks -M . M . M .- xxx lame. duhhx` takkaiRe worx. headache ish killinn mi.

mishh youu norrhhhx]]

2004-07-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

lindsayy lohann as cadyy`

derr plastics!

aaronn!

hihihihihiii- lolx i soundd lykk a totall retarrdd. hmmx juz gortt home. watchhhedd `meann gerrls` starrinn linddsayy lohhhann wib regina n yilinngg. whoa derr movie juz raWwkkkkx! sho Dammnn niicce! den dere r three gerrls hu r juz plasticcs. verii fake noRrhx` cann sayy sometingg n meann anotherr- n sho qiAox ishh dat derr veriii fakke mainn gerll ishh calledd regina! whoA chio buu osho. derr show veRii farnii` a guyy calledd aaronn ishh verii kute! lindsayy totallie rAwkkx. she ishh sho dammn pweetyy in derr show. hahax` deyy call bitches n slut `fugly` no idEA y? a mixture of fcukk n ugly? hahahx. derr movie ishh realli nice. -grinns-

andd i dunchh wanna fall to pieces-
i juz wanna sitt n staree att youuu`
i dunchh wanna tokk boutt it.
andd i dunchh wann a conversation
i juz wanna cryy in frontt of youuu
i dunchh wanna tokk boutt itt`
cuz i m in lurve wibb youuu _______

before derr movie` wentt wib reginA takkin 98 maRrhx. den we paidd byy coins. derr bus driveR askk us iff we hab bus pass nort maRhrx. if dunchh hab den habta payy 80c. i gort budd reginA dunchh hAb leii. sHo shE paiidd one buckk lydat siAx. cuz shE no change. den afterr reachh JE ` regina kEep pressin derr bell ting. denn mi osHo keep pressin. derr bus driverr hor` tinkk he verii bwayy song us. den he sae wadd ' 7th month habent come wanna call gghosts arrh! ' in chinese. lolx` sho afterr watchhinn derr movie. it juz mEantt bEIn populaR ishhnt everyyting. gerrls hate u while guyys lurve u. budd dere aintt no true fwEnx byy ur side yaRx. sho ishh gd to juz b youurselff ______ ppl will lykk u ferr hu youu r. isnt it?

youu were everyytingg`
everyytingg datt i wanteddd
we were meantt to be-
supposedd to be.x
budd we [lostt]] itt`
andd all of ourr memories
shoo close to mii `
juz fadee awayyy.
all dis time youu were pretenddinn
sho muchh ferr my happie endinnnn .).]

hmmx managedd to readd my science yesterdayy` realli verRi confusinn. some partts. hopefullie can gett some tipps when ouR test comE. habEnt hadd myy dinnerr yett. quite hungryy siAx. habENt do my maths wksht homEwOrk too. hahax` slackkker ishh at woRkk againn; okiEx larrh stopp here. takkaiRe everyyonE? tml ishh bakk to skewl! cyA guyyys! mWackkkks-

2004-07-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

hiyAx` woke up att 10.30 todayy. kinda eaRlie of mii to wakE upp on a saTurdayy noRrhx. waTchinn lindsayy lohAn's diaWiee noW! shE's sho kEwl n pwEetyy noRrhx! gonNA waTch 'mEann gerrlx'. luRve herr sMile =P atE three kiT kaTs lerrh` i m officiAllie addictedd to kit katS! everr since ms thAM gAb us kit kaTs ferr derr tupidd youthh dayy n pretendd she was shoooo kindd. ahEm! waitinn fer lunChh patiENtlyy now.

oh`
look wadd youu've donne
youu've made a fool outt of everyyonne-
oh well`
it seemms lykk suchh farnn.
untiill youu lose wadd youu hab won-x

yesterdayy` guai kiA againn. wentt home n reachhed home before 2 n skewl endds at 12.30! guAi hoRrx. ever since skewl reopEns. kinDa neber staEd bakk in skewl lerrh? no idEa y?! skippedd badmintonn fer practicallie derr whole week. lalalax` badmintonn juz spells b o r e d o m derr rite wayy now. gonnA gett kickk out soonerr or lata. be itt den! no poinnnt [ n o p o iiiii nn t ] stayyinn. yaWnx*

youu tried sho hardd to be
someonee`
datt youu forgett
huu youuu are-
youu triedd to fill some emptiness;
till all of youu hab spilledd overr-x

okiEx` lindsayy lohan's diawIEe tingg ishh overr. her life whoA. bz life. budd isH kiNda kewl. shE's realli pweetyy. whEN shE sang hilary duff' `come clean`! sho faRni. n shE calledd her fwEn dUmb ass whEn her fwEn helpedd her boughtt derr old cd insteadd of derr new one. hahax` rEad thRu myy historyy chAp 8 yEsterdayy. habta readd myy science todayy? n yesterdayy arRon n ting shengg gabb mi avRil 'under m y s k i n`' its realli nice! thAnkew woRrx! mWackkkks* luRve my happyy endinn n who noEx` reallii sho nice n meAninful;

lunchh habentt come yett! hh u n gryyyy! lolx` okiEx takkaiRe everyyone wORrx! mWackkiEeees! =P

who knowws wadd couldd happen`
do wadd youu do
juz keepp on luffinnn;
one thinng`x true.
dere's alwayyys a brandd new dayy-
i m gonna live todayy
lykk myy last dayyy-x

2004-07-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

hEYy dere` todayy my eyes hurtt superr lotsa! cuz of myy dammn tupidd contacttx. envious of dose ppl huu habb perfectt eyesighT siax! [ ruo ting will hAO liAnx again ] lolx` jK larrh hoRr! niwaEx todayy kenny korr pass mii myy tie duRin pe! hE horr! alwaEx see mi liAox den hMmpFt! hmmpFt! hmmpFt uNtil sHo shuAng! hahax. kutE siAx! eat moRe larh` shoo thinn. lolx. denn when deyy need to go ferr assemblyy i see him outside klAss. sorta aRgue wib him! den he see mR long in 2D he lykk chuA tio! lolx` i tinkk mr long face wass verii blackk. hahax` we weree verii noisyy-

withoutt youu` where do i belongg-
withoutt youu. how do i go onn;
no lurve budd yourrs will eva do\tell mii how am i supposedd to live
myy life
wifoutt youuu`

after skewl` hui minn poor ting siAx. come findd us. she saEd shee wwas sickk! vomiitedd twice somemore. sHo she didntt wentt tuition. she wentt hoME. mi rregina n liuu wahh wentt to tuition. liu wahh dammn faRNi lorr! shO gao xiAo. hahax` duRIn tuition askk lotsa quEstions! cuz i verii dammN bluR boutt grAPhs. n somEmore no tRavel grAphs leii! how?! tml surE die wann laRrh derr maths tEst! * mei yoNg de * afterr tuition wentt home noRrhx. *prayy hardd can pass derr maths test tmll!!*

i neberr livedd before-
neberr feltt beforee`
neberr breathe;
until i breathe derr same airr as youu'
wishh youu knew.
how i feel ferr youuu-

okiEx larrh` stop here. wishh mi gd luCkk okiEx? hopEfullie can pass! lolx takkaiRe everyyonee! mWAckkkiEs! =D

2004-07-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

hEY dere` finallie change myy layoutt lerrh. verii troublesome! den once again i was lykk shO damnn bluR! hahax` okiEx todayy ishh tuesdayy which means ishh der most slackkin dayy of derr wweek. derr 'angEl' cherr gab mi 4 demeRit pointx. cuz i didnt buyy my cmE book yett. hahax` wadd an angel! lalalax-

too lonelyy. too quiett.
youur footstepps are faddinn-
watchinn as youu leftt`
i keptt on dreammin;

after skewl wentt to see yiling cut her fringe. n i sorta pAng seyy kenny korr again leii` i keep forgettin i need to waitt fer him in skewL! sowiee hoRrr! >.< mii sufferrinn from memoryy failurE lerrhx. sowieeee! tml he sayy he will comE findd mi. hope i can rememberr. =\ hmmx denn camE home liAOx keep usinn derr com. afterr dat wentt to ruo ting's hse voiid deckk to discuss boutt our artt projEct; decided to draw monA lisa n other stuff. derr caRtoon verrsioN. i habtA printt pictuRes again! =P

wishh youu knew`
datt everyy sleepless nite. i criedd
even thoughh
when i closedd myy eyes
youu neber leftt myy tots
constantlyy in myy dreams.

okiEx hAbta go pRint derr stuff noRrhx! takkaiRe everyyonee mWackkkks! =D

2004-07-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

hiyAx` yEsterdayy huh. wentt wibb regina yiling arron tingsheng derrick song quan to lot 1 and watchh spidEyy 2! quiTe nice laRrh derr show! dAmmn excitIn` no wondEr we hAb to sit derr fRont row! lolx` afterr datt wennt to sEntosa withoutt arron n tingshEng` wentt dere pass minG rong her prEezziE n wishh her happiE burfdayy [ happie buRfdayy worrs! ]den mii yiling n songquan leftt ferr seraNgoon. ferr shaWn's buRfdayy tingg. feelin kiNDa tired laRh` zzZ. deyy all ate someting` exceptt mi. shaWn's familiE damn gAo xiAo siAx. afterr datt shaWn's dad sEnd us homE` den i gort a bloodyy hell scoldin. hahax

people on planes`
people on trainns-
people in carrs n travellinn in spaceshipps.x
to a trillionn starrs.
a millionn starrs`
a millionn fRownnx
dere's sho manii streets n townns.
to lose youurselff
to findd yourrselff
budd i foundd derr answerr wibb youu.

todayy woke up at 10 plus` did myy maths hw. wwentt out to TC again. hopin it wunN b a mistakE again. n cindyy was late. n wadeva. sing sing sing. lliU wah n annA dammn heONG! LOlx` fighT n scrEam` hahax. now my energyy metrE dRop lerh` latA maybb staRdyyinn. dunchh noE how to pIA siAx` my science habEnt studie. yaWwwnx. zzZzzzz- on derr bus dammn faRNi siAx liu wahh. shE toldd cindyy datt if her dad dunchh let her go in. shE told her to taKE a dog n tell her dad 'dunch let mi come in see whether i will pregNant fer u to see!' lolx` gAO xiAO siax.. den we werE luffin untiL pEngx.

here on derr stage`
i am all alone.
singinn outt loudd-
here in derr spottlite.
are youu dere in derr crowD?
well i m tokkinn to youu`
n i m tryyin to tell u i mishh youu so.
soMeTImes i lose myselff
sometimes i findd myyselff
i foundd derr answerr in youu`

tmL ishh bak to skewl` wed ish science test. thuRsdayy ish grAphs. dis tWo tests surE diE! deadd. okiEx baRRhx` takkAIre everyyonEe! mWackks =D

it's time to sayy gddbye`
blockk out derr sunn
andd
packk up derr skyy
dunchh let my tears
startt to
make youu cryy`
each time i tryy to sayy
my goodbye`
tryy to stop askkinn y

2004-07-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

aRLox- juz camE bakk fRom syf` ermmx der weatherr was lyk wanna rAin den juz dRizzlE lydatt. didnt wentt wib skewl` wentt wibb my regina rruoting yiling hui min cindy ting sheng n arroN. cuz we hAbb derr ticketts` derr perfoRmance byy derr perfoRmin banDs were rEalli nicE! so kEwl` espEciallie byy deyi sEcondaRy. bud deyy didnt winn. hahax-

itinkkofyou` youuarehalfawoRlddawayy-
iclosemyeyes`wishhinyouucldhabstayyedd.).]

ermm yesterdayy went to watch around der world in eighty days. dropped mmy godd dammn hp! ferr derr bloodyy hell first time! den todayy camE home oso dropped myy bloodyy hell fone! shit siAx` verii soon its gonna conK off. denn paRents will staRt naggin y i didntt takkaiRe of my tupidd fonE. den afterr syf` regina deyy all went to eat. mi n hui min went homE. after all we dunchh feel lykk eatin.

wefadee`nowimleftt. wib an emptiness i cantt stannd.
dere'sanold[pieceofmii]].i noe i will neberr menndd;

kinDa feelin so moody now` hope datt anna n caROl n all der choiR peEps hab enjoyyedd demsElff perfoRminn! uR realli did a great jOb worrs! =P my eyes r shoo tirEdd. cuz of derr contactts. habbta take dem of lerrh` okiEx stop here. takkaiRe everyyone. mWacks.

in everrywayy; i mishhh [youu]]
sho badd tonite`
where do i go` whenn i m sho alonee.
hu will touchh my handd\\ n take dis painn awayy-
i dunchh wan to tokk. i juz wann someone hu noes mii`
budd datt's youu. n you r gone*
istillhopedatt. dere'sachancee
fer youu n i`
somewhere.
somedayy.

2004-06-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

llolx` secondd entryy of derr dayyy! cuz gortt somE tupiid blackk outt fer almostt two houRrs! den i was lykk wahh piAng` half wayy cuttin myy nails. doinn mahh mathhs n watchinn tbee. =.=" okaEx a little all cRampEd up rite. lolx` den derr wholE neighborhhood was lykk so daRrk! lykk everyone has fallen aslp lerrh. yaWwwnx. mi n ruO ting n otherr ppll keep sms-inn. ruo ting n i kept whininn how hott it wass! it was realli verri hott! now onlinE nobodyy online` wadd derr hell. lolx okiEx larrh. tml gort excusE nort to pass up hw lerrh. takkaIRe okiEx? mWackkks!

2004-06-29T14:48:00.000+08:00

hiyAx` todayy is alreadyy derr secondd dayy ever sincee we wentt bakk to skewl yEsterdayy. hmmm yEsterdayy` as its was fiRst dayy. mR lohh again kAo peii us noRrhx. sae boutt ouR disciplinE n attiRe stuff? hadd a change of timEtablE .. afterr skewl saw himm inn soccerr fielD* den afterr datt go ferr badmintonn noRrhx` n ruo tingg cut herr hairr. =D

mishhyouumishhyouumishhyouumishhyouumishhyouuuuu`

todayy secondd dae noRrhx` cuz changE of timEtable` todayy ishh derr slAckkinn dayy of derr week. b4 rrecess pEriods were lykk onE period datt kinD` afterr recess was lykk dnt ferr three periods [ i slept fer a while n mr low woke mi upp ] den pRojectt woRk in computerr labb den music? den we werE slackkinn ferr derr wholE dayy` n derr homE econs bAtch gort mRs tohh! good sehh` buddEn mrs tAn more interestinnn. =D oso camE home supeR earliE todayyy. lolx` lykk dose tupiid guai kiA lydatt.

wonderrr`wondderr`wonddderr`wonderrrrrrrrrrrrrr__________

habta do myy maths hw lata? didntt do it yesterdayy. n tml hab tuitionn lerrh. nExt thuRsdayy habb class test lorr! D I E! mR ng was lykk dammn idiott while teachinn lessons. i realli dunchh noe how to pass my testt sehh. *meii yongg de meii yong derrr* denn science's new topicc mi oso blurr! reallii hope i can do beta ferr endd of yr? oR else i reallii gonE case lorr. okiEx larrh` go watchh myy tebe lerrh. takkaiRee okkiex? mWackkkks-

puRe milkkk makes youuu drUnkkkkkk` wheeeeeeeeeee-

2004-06-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

aRlox- wahh seyy` fast woRr. tml ishh bakk to skewl agAin. well cann see all ourr classmates n fwEnx larrh` budd tinkkinn of habin to see saRkky teacherrs lykk [MS THAM] n biAn taii cherrs lykk [ MR LOH ]. *nitEmare* ^.^ n i hABent even finishh hw assignmEnts leii. shoo deadd.

i missedd derr bus` andd tott of youuu-
imaginedd youu sittinn rite beside miii.
stoodd inn derr coldd andd didntt move\until derr bus finallie came _______

spendd derr afternoon slackinn againn larrhx` buddenn triedd derr travel graphh questions. out of 4 i did 2. lolx. n tookk a god damnn longg time to figure out all dose boxes n stuff! i was lykk countin again n agAin cuz i was so bluRr! lolx. budd i tinkk i did it all wrongg. it looks weiRd to mi. gab up on quEstion 3. complicateddd. n numberr patterrns` forgett it. dunchh wannA do lerrhx. *zzZzzzZ* jux laze in bedd. n lookinn in derrr mirror. tryyin to figure outt wadds derr best wayy to prevent mR loh from noticin my thiRd ear holE! oR else myy ear stickk will b confiscatedd againn! *NO*!! ...n sockks?! *pEngx*

i wanna holdd youu inn myy arrrms.
andd make youu fall ferr mii once more`
thouughh sometingg inside tells mii
i carntt '
i carntt trust myyselff anymoree ______

kinDa habb a weiRd weiRd feelinn inn myy tummy. guess its nortt usedd to habbin derr idEa of goinn bakk to skewl agAin.. caRnt b a pigg animoREe! n sleep till 11 oR 12. =.=" hab to gett upp at 6.15! zzZ` i can imaginE my mom screaminn in myy earrs. *yaWnx* gimmi a brEakk. i need slpp.

okiEx larrh` its bakk to skewl tmll lerrh. saddd. budd kinDa happiE oso laRrhx. at lEast wun so boredd norRhx. =D hopE everyonee enjoyyedd deirr holidaEx =) takkaiReeeE! mWackkkks-

oh`i wunn take anytingg furtherr.
andd i wunn even tinkk tinggs thruu'
cuz iff i tell youuu wadd i m feelinn-
denn it will hurtt mii more denn youu.
\\tiredd of tinkkinn n finddinn
no answerrs att all.).]]

2004-06-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

hEyy dere` todayy wentt to celebrate annabel's burfdayy` errm` i meAnn an eaRlie celebrationn. denn fiRstlyy we wentt to west coastt` den kinDa juz plaedd lykk little kkiDox climbbin on datt tingg. denn latA eatt eatt den took bus to jE. followed by going to derr ice skattin ringg. saw cindyy n deyy all.

comeonn come onn`
turnn a little fasterr-
comeonn come onn`
derr worldd will foloww afterr.
comeonn come onn`
cause everybodyy's afterr lurvee'

we took derr trainn` denn wenT to sEntosA n wentt to siloSo beachhh. derr sunn derre superr stronng` annna n caRoll wentt to swimm` yaRrrr. n bcuz we didnt bringg xtra clothes den cannort swim loRr. we spEndd derr entirE afternoonn dere. deiir food dere superr ex! buyy one plate of pathetic frIeS = $6. hahax` ex siAz. den afterr dat we went separate waes. cuz hAB to peii ah neo huu ishh neo yilingg go herr new woRld oRderr n buyy herr bag.

so i saedd i am a snowball runninn`
runninndownnderrsprinnng
dattx' cominn all dishh lurve-
meltinn underr blue skyyy
beltingg outt sunnlighttt.
shimmmmerrinn lurvee\\

so mi regina n yilingg wentt to oRchardd` boughtt herr bag den wentt homE lerrh. reachh homE aroundd 9 baRrhx. hopE anna hAb enjoyy herrselff loRrx. =D happiE burfdayy in advance! =D

-we aree accidentallyy inn lurvee`

2004-06-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

hiyAx- ` i m still sickk laRrhx. oso dunchh noE yy` budd at lEast feelinn beta sehhx. ermm yEsterdayy cldntt wakE up ferr badminton. so i hopE i cann fer tml's moRNin trainin agAINx. reginA tell mi go badminton = slAckkin` nth to do wann. agree laRrhx. emily oso saE siAnz` yaWwnnnx.

itt's a one sidedd romannce you can't unndo.
Whenn you do aall the lovin' andd the hurting, too.
You can't ttake it back once you ggive your heart.
Tryingg not to recall how you ddid it all is the hhhardesttt part

hmmx todayy` wokE up att 1. againn ishh lazE aroundd n slAckkin` listENin to 987 on my hpp afterr rechArgin after wakin up agAinx. now myy fonE veri ezilyy low batt sEhh` =.=" denn myy mom askk me go to derr supeRmarkett wibb her` i dunCh wann. headd so dammn heavyy lorr! lykk see tingss bluR bluR wann somEmore. sounDds lykk wanna faintt` bud i didnt. duhhx. n my appetite todayy beta lerrh` despite feelin wanna thRow up. i still ate n ate n ate. cuz i noE i will noE throw up derr. if i wanna thRow up long timE ago wld hAB lerrh barrhx` .. lolx

andd youu carntt changee
derr reason youu feel lykk a fool`
cuzz youu did all derr
lurvinn
n hurtinnn
too-

haiyox` skewl wanna reopEN! I STILL SAE TODAYY I WILL COMPLETE MY CHINESE HW! at lEastttt! budden didntt` too lzz to do leii. how aRRhx` n change all my ear holE derr ear studs n blahhx to ear stickks lerrh` juz now askk my mama putt derr eaR stickk in my thiRd ear holE` still pAIn leii. lata in skewl hAb to takE out b4 derr biAn taii mR lohh catchh my ear holE. dunch noE whether will pAinn nortt! haiix` denn cuzz of derr iCe skattin tinng` kinDa quarrelEd wibb aaron. cuzz wadd 'their logic' iff mi dunch go. yiling dunch go. hui min dunch go.den EVERYBODY WUN GO! wadd der hell` yarr larrhx yarr larhrx. myy fault larrhx. sIAnz diAox. anna's buRfdayylorr. shE more impoRtantt sehhx. [WAHH SEYY] haiix` sowiee denn. everytingg ishh my fault okiEx?

dEnn reginA! dunchh so sadd okiEx? jus b youurselff` dattx wadd we wanna see u b'! no need to change oR waddeva~ zhuO zhi ji! zhui zhonG yao! u will alwaEx b myy bEst fwEnnnn horr! mWacckiEes` [ALWAEX` bu gan jiang fereberr] budd i mEann itt. cheer upp okIex. skewl reopEnin lerrh` lookinn foRwardd to seein everybodyy! takkaiRe norrh! mWackkks`

A fface on a crowdded streett
An oldd movie onn T.V.
A songg on the radio
Cann bringg it all backkk
Years roll byyy
One byy one
All things changge
Butt there's always someone

2004-06-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

aRlox` hmmm dis few dayyx hab been feelin realli nortt well. budd oso nortt fever so dunch realli noE wadd it is. so i spendd my dayy slackkin, usinn derr com, watchinn tbee, listeninn to 98.7 fmm on myy hp. yaWnnx*-x so boredd. budd myy headd feels so heavyy` goshhx. nortt enuff slp i guess?

onamondayy. iamwaitingg-x
tuesdayy.+ i am faddinngg-x
anddbywedesdayy.).) i carrntt slpp-x
dennmyyfoneeringgx`\\ i noe its youu-x
derr darkness ishhx a clearr vieww

yesterdayyy didnt wentt ferr badminton. caRntt wAke up siAz` no appEtite ferr absolutelyy everytingg. denn wentt out fer a whilE den cAme bakk. so i continuEd to slAckk at homE` go onliNE n listEN to songgx. den juz now plaedd whEel of foRtune wibb reginA! lolx hAo xun woRr! den mi n hEr keep tAkin tuRns to go bAnkruptt` hahax. budden i kEpt luffin thouggh. datt kinDa makE mi feltt betA. lolx-

yEa i habb lurvedd youu all myy life-
budd youu dunchh even noE a tingg i feel insidE-
no by derr look of myy eye-
datt i m jux finne budd i mighht need youu to holdd mi tite-

hmmmx happiE norrhx` cuz now we lykk gort more oftenn sms barRhx. doEsntt mEan a tingg aGaIn. budden happiE noRrhx` den valEriE lykk sadd sadd oberr datt hu lORr.. so mus chEerr upp gerrl! anytinng cann finD mi woRr` mi cann lEndd you a listENinn earr derr! niwaEx neber brEak recoRDd. go ferr onE wholE week badminton. hahax` nExt weEk moRnin arrh! JIA LAT! dunch noE how to waKE up siAz` tinkk i will alwaEx b late! lolx` okaEx larrh takkaiRe everyone! mWackkkks-

walkinn awae i see derr painnn\youu putt mi thRuu`
lostt in youur game to change derr same.].]
fereva gonne.x
fereva youu-x

2004-06-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

aRloxx` hEYy i reallii dunchh noEe wadd is happEninn now. hmm anonymous? did i offendd youu oR sometingg? i noE yourr english is verri gd` budd if youu habb anytingg can youu juz tokk wibb mi? dunchh go aroundd scoldinn otherr ppl as well? deyy habb nthh to do wibb dis baRrhx. iff scolddin mi makes youu feEl beta inside` do onli scoldd mi yaRrx. dunchh dragg otherr ppl into derr picturee as well. okiEx larrhx` no mood to blogg lerrhx. takkaiRe everyonee.

2004-06-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

aRlox- haiyox` plAin tupidd agAin noRrhx. gortt some ppl= anonymous aRrhx.. leave somE tupidd commEnt again loRrx` hmmm yaRr yarr i saRrkx. budd youu do too rite? samE boatt noRrhx` so i pityy youu larhx. *sadddd* bo liAoox.

//todayy wentt ferr badmintonn. myy contacts gortt mi all giddy. tinkk nort usE to derr new degRee. hmm reAlli swEated lotSa todayy. happiE noRrhx. finalliE can liu hAn leR ehh. den was feelinn so hungryy whilE playingg badmintonn. *yaWnnx* n my tummy hAb alwaYx been hurttin thRu ouT. no idEa yy-

espEcillie ferr youu` iwannalettyouunoewaddiwasgointhRuu' allderrtimewewereapArtt. i tot of youu. youu were in myy harrtt// _________

afterr bAdmintonn` mi n reginA peii valErie to mAcs. n we ate noRrhx. reginA kept dunch wannA touchh oilyy stuff [ she is loRrx. lykk piAn zhi ji lyDatt. ] budd in derr end mi n val kEep temptinn herr . shE gab in aniwAE. n kEep saein onE more oso wuntt diE/ [ lAlalalax ] in derr end shE still eatt n eatt n eatt. lolx`

hmm gtg eatt dinnerr lerrh. myy tummy rEalli hurtts. niWaex takkaiRe eveRyyone. mWackkks-

espEcialliEferryouuu. i waNna tell youu i was feelinn datt wayyy too. andd if dreAms werE winggs` youu.noE- iwlddhAbflownntooyouuu. to be where youu are [x no matter howw farr x] andd.now.datt.i.m.nExtt.to.youu _________

2004-06-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

yozziE` hmmx juz came bakk fromm TC. wahh realli sweattedd lotSa. so bathe fiRst den comE onlinE. ehh wentt outt at 2.30 to makE myy conTactx. wibb cindyy n her fwEN. [ sowiee carntt rememberr him namE. hahax ] he is herr sEniorr. her red cross sENior` nice guyy wibb lotsA patienCe. den i wentt to quEenstowN n make myy contacts den wentt to buonA vistA to meet regina fm ryann n aaron. [ yiling cldnnt come ] so we waitted ferr derr bus 191. took a bloodyy hell longg time to comE` so we waited n waitted. n aaron n ryAn was showin us caRds trickk. lolx` *amaZedd*

andd i wass driftinn awayy lykk a drop in derr ocean.
everytime i driftt awayy`i lose myyselff in youu.
andd noww i see i can
be mi` iin everytingg i do

we wentt dere to watchh derr guyss playy pool. hAHax` i keptt luffin. rEalli tupiid laRrhx. fm walkked superr fastt. den i saed wibb a moustache he will lookk lykk derr japanese guyy yamashita` he plae pool nort badd laRrhx. deyy plae all gort stAndrEd wann` mi n reginA were dere luffin lykk idiotx. kinDa enjoyyed watchinn aaron scoldinn cindyy` n reginA was sayyin aaron verii lamEe. hahax` buD he kinDa faRNi larrh. den rYan wentt homE. fm broughtt us food n even treatedd us! [ so gdd` someone ishh so luckkiE horrx. hahax ] ermmx gortt derr shauN n shAuna. keWl guyy n gerrl laRrhx. *y deyy all noE how to playy pool*

derr distance grows`im sinkinn down- andd wadd i lostt.
it carntt be founDd. althoughh i tried.
i carntt findd my wayy. nothingg is fallin into place`

den latA we walkedd onE bigg roundd den a longgg roaD. b4 reachinn derr mRt. wass realli swEatinn` n shAun's walkkin speed was realli fastt too. denn hE lykk seein us as lunatics cuz we finalliE saw derr mrtt den we were all looKin so *reliEved*.. lolx` lamEeex. camE homE gort a scoldinn` den my parents totalliE dragged derr wholE tingg to errmx. myy studiEx? myy tuition. siCkENinn yaRrrx. foRgett itt` my motherr was so bz lookinn at myy contacts datt shE cldntt botherr to tokk. datx a relief.. hAhax`

n todayy` realli kiNDa happiE larrhx. he took initiativE to sms mi. i mEann doEsntt mEann a god dammn tingg. juz lykk happie he gortt at lEast derr impression 'i existt'.. budden lykk. errm dunchh noE how to sayy` ouR conversationx are so coldd. sobbx` okaEx larrhx. stop herrE. takkaiRe- mWackkkks.

I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do - yeah
I really miss you - yes I do - I miss you
I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

2004-06-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

hiyAx- now 12.59 aM. was kinda wastinn my nite timme playinn bejeweled n stuckk wibb some tupid dumB score. todayy wentt orchardd. damn faRni` mi wait ferr yiling one hr at derr mrt escalator dere. whichh is downstaiRs n yilinG was waitin ferr mi at derr top dere. hahax` den we each wait fer eaCh other fer an hr before i wentt up n tried to see if she was aROund. den we wentt to faR east. walk walked. drinkk drinkk n took nEoprintts. derr machines dere r faRn *n reginA actuallI saed shE didnt wanna see us* hmmpft.

//everyytingg is so wrongg der momentt i close myy eyex. juzztryyinntofinddddattsmile-

den lata walked walkedd fer an hR plus.. yiling called ryann n fm. deyy came wibb three skatEboaRdx. den we oso walked walkEd larrhx. b4 enterrin derr neo printxx shop again. yiling wass dumPin him wibb coins n he was takin out coiNs too. i was dere luffiN` dunch noE yy. to count 8 buckks deyy took a longg time. den in derr end ryan keptt all derr coins n exchanged derr note. lolx` so we took neoprintxx deN. verii faRnii` we were all luffin dunchh noE yy. lata wentt homE lerrh barhx.

threewoRdx. eighttletters. onee meaninnn. i lurvee youuu-

oh yarr` my contacts toRe lerrh. gotta makE itt lerrh. kinDa nort used to weaRin specs againn. den habb to wipe my spEcs agAinn. kinDa feelin down all of a sudden now. cuz chatt wibb fm den he sorta broughtt himmm upp. budd yarrx- i noe it fRom derr staRtt. everytingg dat staRted wld juz endd. =D kindA cheerin up myselff datt at lEast i noE him lerrhx. yaRrx.. bud dunChh noe yy still feel so heavyy inside. *soBs* tokk to hIm bout chinese.. den suddenlie related to mathx n science. hmm i tinkk i realli wldnt go to D next yRr` since myy mathx n sciEnce is atrocious. *no miRacle* goshh` mi juzz hopE wib somE luckk i can enter D barrhx.

okaEx larrh. stop heRe. mood kiNDa gort full swingg again. him. mathx. science. goshh` takkaiRe everyonee. mWackkks -

___*fatefellshorttdiistime- smile.fades.in.derr.summerr. placeyouurrhanddinmine` i'llleavewheniwanna

2004-06-10T12:03:00.000+08:00

hiyA` yEsterdayy wentt to jpp to watchh harriie potterr againn noRrhs` wibb regina ruo tingg yilingg carol cindyy hui minn arron tingg shengg weii renn jiann weii ryan fm n aaroN. den we occupyy derr whole row baRrhx. kinDa frEezinn inside` verii cold!

`i foundd a reasonn. too changee huu i usedd to be- a reason to startt overr neww. derr reasonn ishh youu ________ '

afterr watchinn derr moviE` ruo tingg n caroll went homE fiRst. den we wentt to takE neoprintts [goshh hao chou worr] hahax` den kinDa liu zhou wibb reginA. den i tinkk everybodyy was lykk ngryy larh. everytingg starts wibb mi marrh. saw alot of shouu renn in jp todayy` i tinkk some go watchh moviE or go derr seoul gaRdenn noRrhs. saw weii hongg n den chekk yunn korrx horr! dunchh sae siam him laRrh` ishh he siamm mi fiRst wann! hahax` bud still sae hi laRrh. =D

ihabbbeenshoolongg`x[in.waittinn]x\\ puttinn.myy.life.onn.holdd.ferr.diss.chance.to.live.outt.myy.drEamms- budd y am i in totall ddarkkness//

yesterdayy fiRst nite datt once i lie on derr bedd. den sleptt reall soon lerrh. tinkk i was realli tiRed. missed mathhs remediAlx todayy` wadeva. den dunchh tinkk i m goinn badmintonn baRrhx` crAmp! sobbbs. okaEx larrh` takkaiRe everyyonee. mWackkkkks`

letts.twistt.lickk.dunkkk`lykkwedidlastt
summerrr-

2004-06-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

aRlox- juz came bakk from derr libRaryy` lata goinn outt to buyy clothes wibb yilingg. bu zhi dao` wei shE me wo liAn shANg yi diAn biAo qing douu mEii youu. shi bu shii lEii lerrh? hmmmmx no idEa. rEad caRol's blogg juz now. shl go see her 'dedications' underr her active linkks. at fiRst see derr fiRst few episodEs` nort so muCh haRd feelins` budd whEn it camE to derr last episode. kinDa broughtt bakk a lot of memoRies barrhx. espEciallie of himm.

yi ge nu renn` yii shengg zhonng beii yii ge nan renn shen shenn ai guo- shi.yi.zhongg.zen.yangg.derr.xingg.fu __________

keep repeatinn derr last episode` juz feltt touchhed. byy datt guyy's stronngg lurve fer derr gerrl. derr gerrl was reallyy foolishh. pRobablie lykk mi. hurtts reall lotx watchinn dis show. all in my mindd wass derr memoRiEs we sharedd// yett i chose to lett go baRrhx. ferr freedom.. xi xin yan jiu? haiix- wo cuo lerrhx. althoughh i realli habb lotx of regretts and lotx of sowiee to sae to him` i noE its all oberr lerrh.

yii ge nu renn` yii shengg zhongg cuo guo yii ge shen shenn ai ta derr nan renn- shi.yi.zhongg.zen.yangg.derr.yii.hann __________

hahax` kinDa tuppid larrh. broughtt bakk alot of regrets i dunchh wished to rememberr. it juz made mi felt foolish and tupiid all overr againn. budd i habb to rememberr` datt it was me datt chose to lett go. we r still fwEnx wadd. i guess. now` juz lett everytingg naturalliE take its course barrh. dunchh wishh to pursue anymore` yue rong yi de dao derr dong xi.fanerrhuii x.[bu zhenn xii].x now. everytingg fer mi in life is different lerhh baRrh. kai shi wangg ji. learninn to accept new ppl in life` gibin everytingg fer lurve once more. still worriedd to gett hurtt.

shii jiee shangg` zuii hao derr liann aii. shii weii yii ge renn fuu chuu derr yongg gann-

heyy` sowiee ferr badd mood again yaRrx. kinDa losinn myy place againn and againnn. takkaiRe everyonE` mwACKkkkkx __________

2004-06-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

aRlox- juz get bakk from badminton ehh. todayy run alot at derr ennd. n i was realli tired. cantt blamE Larrh. stamnnia veri aoo derr wo. keptt seeinn him. budd i juz felt realli sadd. haiix`

a faintin ~~memorryy~~ ishh soon too fadde` we.livedd.ourr.luRve.off.makke.believe.
dreamms.andfairyytales.

valerie keptt tellin mi boutt culturAl nite. juz feltt kinDa sadded even more. hahax kinDa hou hui neber go! (waillls) budd is all overr. regrett oso no pointt. den todayy in badminton kinDa slackkin all derr wayy norrs. todayy lykk verii little ppl barrh. liu wahh, yuyingg deyy all nort dere. den onlii three courtts. verii pathettic.

somedayy`somedayy youu will forgett mi. andd iff there's no tomorrow- youu are still all derr lurve i need somehoww _________

n reginA` sowiee if i offended youu again hoRrs. =.=" went to two 7-11 budd dunchh hAbb derr tinngg i wana eatt. afterr drinkkin spritte becum so zAngg again. hahax lata hAbb harry potterr. gonnA watchh itt. sleptt even lata yesterdayyy` probabliE 2+.. from 12.30 i habb been listenin to myy discmAn. den replayinn one songg over and overr againn. kinDa criedd` eyes realli hurtt. budd i did managedd to slpp. woke up at 11+ todayy. chEng jiu gan. hahax` dunch noE yy dis few dayyx is juz so hardd to gett to slpp loRr. wheneverr derr lightts wentt off. myy mindd juz cantt stopp tinkinn-

dunchhwanntttowakkeuppaloneanymoree` still believingg youu will walkk thruu myy door- all.i.need.ishh.to.noee.ferr.sure.+ datt ii will gibb all derr lurve in der woRlld\\ ________

okaEx larrh` hAben bathe yett. stinkky. haiix` takkaiRe ehh everybodyy? mWackkks-

all youu gibb me wass borrowedd ~~heaven~~- are youu takin everytingg bakk now?

2004-06-06T13:12:00.000+08:00
hiyA- yEsterdae can saE is a verii siAnzz daee noRrh` staE up to boutt 1+ cantt fall aslpp. i was still listenin too myy discmann and my motherr keptt tellin mi to off it and go slpp` wahhx. budd i did mAnagedd to slpp thoughh..

if onlly youu knew` wadd i wentt thruu juz to gett youu- i am hanggin fromm youu.).) and i will holdd onn if youu wannt mi to _________

todayy huh` wake up att 12+ again.. almostt reachhin 1- i dunchh noE how m i supposedd to wakee up ferr skewl againn` n dattx wadd my ahh bu hab been scoldinn mi boutt. lalalalax` brushh up my blogg abiitt yEsterdae noRrh. whenn derr choiRr peeps wentt ferr deiR publiC concertt. n pRacticalliE everyonE else i guess` makE here makE dere still so hopELess! haiix. siannz halff.

youu seems to be myy onllyy winngs` carryinn mi as highh myy dreams findd me- budd y m i onlyy wakkin up now. realiize itt hass all been a drEamm\\ realli wanttinn youu bakk ].] ___________

lata goin to libRaryy` yepps youu neber hear ~~wrongglyy~~. wibb regina yilingg n ruo ting i tinkk. to do ouR hw... beta den nth laRrh. at lEast dunchh habb to rott at homE. now tbee oso nthh to watchh wann. cantt b myy ~~couchh potato~~. haiix` okaEx larrh stop here. duncH eben noE y skewl cantt hAb more skewl functions. verii boRed at hoME worr. =( lolx` okaEx larrh. takkaiRe everyonE. mWackkkks =D

once youu luRve someonnee`- datt personn is forevA a partt of youu __________

2004-06-04T12:26:00.000+08:00
heyy- yaWnnx* hahax mi still verrii slppyy. woke up at 7.15 in derr moRninn` whenn i wass still habbin myy slp norrhs. wenntt to skewll ferr mathhs n historyy remediAlx nehhs. yAwnnx* mathhx arrh` mR ngg was dere complAinin boutt ouR clAss mSg- ouR class derr highest i tinkk` pls loRr. hE oso nortt mRs tayy* still dere to sae norrh! den hE sae ouR class attitudE n discipline! duhhx! den hE wastedd 45 mins tokkin cRapp.. den in derr end hE wann us comE bakk nExt week ferr extRa remediAlx! *goSh* hisToryy` i was lykk listenin to bala niAn jin.. (. wo haoo leii noRrhs .)

`[x] losinnallmyyplace. imsearchhinnferraface- howeverrlifeseemslykkamazee` i m lostt once more _________

afterr datt` mi regina ruo tingg yilingg n eve arrh. cantt even makee upp ouR mindd go where noRrhs. denn i go homE fiRstt` cuz i lykk badd mood. den listENin to dem keep discussin alittle pEkk chekk` lykk wanna exploDe liAo *poof- so i wentt home. den deyy went jp i guess? hmmmx` denn call demm. deyy wanna coMe home liao. so yaRrs staEdd att homE againnn` [. lykk noww- .] mAybb lata go watchh moviE- myy ahh buu sponn.

\\tinnkinniclddhabbittall- i putt in trustt and faithhh .].) buddyetticlddfeelitslippntRhumyyfinggerrs` n i noE i m goinn to lose itt all ________

okaEex laRrh` stop here! *yaWwnnns. takkaiRe eveRryyonne- mWAckkks`

2004-06-02T21:17:00.000+08:00
realli veri sowiee ehh.. i noe i veri failure.. i noe everytingg is myy faultt.. i noe cryying alwaex is myy waee of escapin from realityy.. n i m realli cryyin verii hardd now.. realli dammnn hardd.. wo bu zhi dao wei she me hui zhe yangg... n my hartt alwaex gett cutt again whenever you gib mi yourr responsee.. regina` i noe everytingg is my faultt. is myy fault to hide.. everytingg.. i noe everyting is dis LOSER'S fault ehh.. buden i realli dunCh expectt such a bigg reaction.. i rEalli noe i m so damn disappointinn to hide everyyytingg.. sowiee larrhs. haix-

[ [ learnin to fergett youu. countinn my tearrs/ till i gett overr youuu- loserrlosinneverytinggg. fwenns. lurve. lifee- yi xie douu cuo lerrh* ] ]

2004-06-02T12:35:00.000+08:00
geehx. mi damnn boRedd leii` *siGhhx* den keep listENin to diAnA dEgArmo - dunCh cryy outt loudd` her voice so powerrfull. kE xi shE didnt becum derr amErican iDol noRrhs. budden fantasia oso nort datt bad larrh` her voice more uniquE in her waYs oso lorr.

habbbyouueverrreachhedd[a]rainboww'sendd- did.youu.findd.youur.pott.off.goldd` everr catchh a x[shootinn.starr]x _________

den my com agAIn dunch noE habb wadd pROblEm lorr. somEtimEx it juz closE down derr inteRNet explorer if it wanns. siAoz bo. den myy papx againn kAo peii mi again` lolx. waddevva mann. todayy gd mood den dunch gen ta ji jiAo norrh` yEsterdae oso verri happiE lorr. at lEast he trEatt mii lykk a fwEnn now. =D now eatin chickEn rice` pathetic hoRr. bEn laii wanna go watchh moVie wann` budden dunch hAb lorr. cuz reginA dey all dunch wanna go` n i wanna watch harryyy potttterrr! so kewll loRr` i rEad derr book all over again yEsterdae *of cuz gortt skip alot of pages larrh* lolx` mi lazyy maRrh.

[ii]cannseeittinderrstarrsacrossderrskkyyy- i drEamtt a hundredd thousAnnddd drEammx beforee i realiseddd* see i waitedd all myy lifee// ferr diss momEntt to arrivee\\ finalliE i beliEvee
________

tml hAb mathx remediAlx n badminttonn noRrhs` haiix. how siANzz can itt gett- so holidaEx aintt holidaEx baRrh. kEKex` okaEx larrh stop here! i m so boredd` siANz. takkaiRe everyonee! mWackkkks-

[x] iwonderrwhereyouuaree
[x] iwonderrwaddyourrtinkinnoftonite
[x] iwonderrr-
[x] mayybeyourralone
[x] mayybeyouhabbbeencryinnjuzlykkmi
[x] i.w.o.n.d.e.r ________

2004-05-31T17:42:00.000+08:00
aRlox! whoii` soo dammn relieved to b bakk homE ehh. finalliE i noE liao- hoMe sweet homE nehhh! go derr bungalow is huo shou zui! denn cindyy oso dunchh noe wadd happen siaz` cry cry cryy den we oso damn siAnz liao` oso dunCh noee wadd to saee larrh. den endd up habinn quaRrells n arguEments all diss` budd no choice ehh? faRkedd up noRrh.

too serious too soon` iwannteddyouuutolurvemmiii.+. i wanntedd to be deree ferr youu lykk noo one elsee biiiforEe _________

hmmm went derE on friDae lerrh arrh` pRacticallie is go dere watchh tbee anddd slpp` nortt muChh tingg to do dere on frIdayy. denn derr guyyx camE. cantt eben remember wadd we diid` i tinkk we watchhed scaRyy moviee 2. hahax` faRni lorr. den cindyy peiiedd herr aaronn and fwEnnns`...

satuRdaee noRrh` oso cannt remember laRrh.. we mAInlyy is do ferr bbq` den gort quaRrel lorr. cinndyy cryy- nort sure bcuz oF wadd. Ask her okaEx nortt. ask herr wannA eatt anortt. shE shoot mi bakk` wah. hu offended her leii` den shE namEd namEs. i oso dunch noE wadd did deyy do to offendd herrr` makE no sense att all. den gort ppl comE arrh` clement, teresa,mui mui and mAyy and dexterr and barrt, freddyy oso gortt come. den we plaEd gAmees oso` hahax. quiTe faRn larrh. gort plaE truth orr dare oso` budden derr guyys went out n troyy- hmm oso dunch noE wadds wrongg wibb him` i tink is he veriii sIAnnz. deN slp wib derr wholE groupp. wahh damnn squeezyyy dere` budd i managedd to slp thoughh.

so babiE now's myy life ishhx in a mEss- causee i cldntt lurvee youu anyyy less ___________ hao xiAngg nii

dattgerrllwassaonetimeeteenagedrama
queenn.
ahackked-upeveryydayywannabee.
buddshewillhabbchangeddherdestinyy.
nowshe'sasomebodyyy.
dattgerllwassawilddchilld-
dreammoffwhereshewillfinddherselfff.
cuzzshebelieveinnothinggelse.
anddwasanolookkbakkanddyouuwunn
believe.
dattgerrllwassmi.
-conffessionnnsofateenagedramaqueen
-derrgerrl.

den on sundae` wentt to escapee. criedd cuz i felt so shao xinn noRrh. failuRe leii` dunchh eben dare to sitt. haiix. budden felt beta lata` cuz can takE derr rides deyy wannted to. hmmm den quite faRn? budd superrr coldd! mi shiverrin`! den on derr waee bAkk.. arron gett off wib all derr guyyx n carol n liu wahh` he wannted to vomitt i tinkk. den we were all strugglin noRh` cuz verri coldd! budden derr nicholas lendd his sweater oR jacket or wadeva u call datt` den veri wen nuAn. budden yiling more cold` so shE weaR longer lorr. wennt bakk saE wanna watchh movie. *againn chAOs lorr* go orchard. go westcoast. in derr endd neber goo lorr.juz came bakk. cinddy oso bwayy sonng again. den shE criedd oso` hmm oso dunch noE her larrh. haiix. den sowiee horr tingg shengg. u were so wett i tink u r sickk rite? sowiee horr` made you sit wib mi derr ride so manii times norrhs.

ittcannhappentoanyoneeoffus` anyyonee.youu.tinkk.off- anyyone cldd fall. anyyonee cldd hurtt someeonee deyy ~~lurvee~~ * harrttswillbrEakk`
cuuzimadeeatuppiiidmistakke

yarr todayy` checkk outt liao. went to eatt fiRst` den mi n regina n derrick n song quan sitt togetherr. we were countin his moles. hahahax` [derrick]<--- yepps` regina sae he gort 14 on his face! neber minD larrh` adorABle larrh! n deyy horr! ignore mi alot of times tru outt derr whole few daes! hahax` kiddin larrhs. den we made veri err xin stuff. den yiling help mi take out my studd! damnnn painn! den wentt to watchh moviee. boughtt my earr stickkk oso` hmm den watchhed 'confessions of a teenagE drama queen' hmm` i tink alot of ppl find it boRIn barrh? another siANz dae i guess? den wentt homE` here i m. sonng bo? usin com and watchin tbee n on aiR con` mWAHAhahahahax.

cldditbeanyyyhardder-tosayygdbyeewiffouttyouuu.
clddittbeanyyhardderr-towatchhyouugo.toofacewaddstruue.
ifonliiihaddoneemoreedayyy.

takkaiRe everyyone` mus enjoyy uR holidayyx horr! mWackkkkks ________ =P

2004-05-28T16:28:00.000+08:00
couldd it b anyy harderr` to sae gdbyee withoutt youu- could it b anyy harderr. towatchhyouugo\\ to face waddx truee __________

yozz! whoohoo! 2B RAWKKKS! kekex` we won lerh ehh! against 2D n 2F! whooohooo! *cheeRs* heyy` budden derr D class lyk blamE messiAH leii` dunch ngry wib him baRrh. he veri kE lian norrh. he didnt help us chEer larrh. onli sit dere onli- after derr gamE. we r still gd fwEnx marrhs.. den we were lyk dere cheerin lykk madd` everytingg oso cheer cheer cheerrrr! n mui mui mus takkaire horr` fever still go dere plaE! class spirit raWkkkx! =D anna,weiwei,joannah,muimui,troy,weirenn [ni hen bang worr],hanxiang,arron,theodore,clementt, tinggshengg ` you all rawkks sehh.all so bangg norrh! cant helpp bud beinn kee siAoz boutt it` nExt yrr. nortt derr samE no more. siAnnz`

i liE down n blinD myself wibb laughterr` a.quick.fix.of.hope.is.wadd.i.m.neeDinn ___________

after datt help cleaR derr cupboaRrd` clAim merit poinTs againn. oh yaa and gort my thiRd earr holE wib ruot ing n yiling juz now at 77th street. hmmmx den we see derr sec 3 plae` wahh so damn refined. hahax anna sae we lyk hooliganss. shoutin ouR heads off lykk siaoz juz now. n 2D peeps` if gort anyy wu hui` dunch takE it to haRrt norrhs. messiah was lykk cryinn barrhx. haixx` lyk hai dao him lydatt lorr. sowiee leiix.

i m alonee n i m feelinn lostt` if i couldd habb it all .[x]. +

todae finalliE can go to derr bungalow lerh` juz now mi n reginA were luffin at my broo. hahax` my life is toughh. so is good i can finalliE leave derr prisonn mannx. whoohoo! *kEnny korr hmmpft mi again!* lolx. budden hE did sae hi dis time` stRaight to derr facE! u took so long to realise u shl do datt. hahax` n i tink suyu wass tired to see derr same old routine of him HMMPFTIN mi! lolx. okaEx larrh. go pack pack tinggs liao. takkaIRe everyyone! mWackkkks.

2B spirit mus neber die worrs``rawkkkkk onn! 2B RAWKKKKS __________

whyydoihabbtolookattyouu` lookin.attt.derr.gerrl.youu.lurvee. hurtts lykk a cutt deep inn my harrtt. wishhh i clld noe wadd youu aree tinkiin insidee ___________

2004-05-27T19:09:00.000+08:00
aRlox dere- wahh` todaE quite fArnn norrhs. hmm staRtin dArn boRin loRr. hAb to sit in derr hall` waTchin n doin cRap leiix. den went to hAb recess- mi n reginA cum bak from toilett. MS THAM DIAO US *ooh we sho scaredd norrh* biasedd larrh shee` oldd munnkiee- munkiee business ppl we scaRedd? den shE threatened wanna gib reginA pinkkie foRm. pls laRrh. lastt term sae wanna gibb.gort gib marrh? munkiE see munkiE do. blEahhhs.

do you evA gett pastt derr painn you go thruu` when youu gib all youu cann. and youu dunchh understAndd- whyy a dreamm wunn cum truee [x]? _________

denn after skewl mi n ruo ting keep runnin here n dere` mi meRely biAn tai yi siAz. shE freakk out liao. hAhahahax. den after skewl gort derr inter-class cAPtain ball tingg maRrh. wahh sec 1 nort realli veri interestin noRrh. den sec 2// 2A n 2H. hmm veri fastt n quickk` cant realli catch up wib itt. jia minn was kindA ngryy? rElac marrhs. conniE was cute. hahax` den li xuAn` oso hElp her cheer cheer cheerr. she n jiA yu two peRson plaE can liAo larrh. hahax` den ouR class plaE wib 2E. wahhhh- dammmn farrn. althou' we didnt plaE. wahh piAnggg we were shouting n clappin fer ourr class! ouR class hAo bAng worr! =D Anna,wei wei, mui mui, joAnnah, rAchel, troyy,hanxiangg,arron, clementt` you all raWwKKX! mWackkkkks- han xiAng catCh fiRst ball damn impressivee. den hE look so zuAi! hahax` bud hu caRes? as longg as we won! *victoRy signn* den kEnny korr again! hAo xin waNNa help him jiA you` hE oso scoldd mi. den now my rEall brother juz scolded mi norrh. den he saE my comm makin alot of noise den he throw his mAgg at mi. haix hate himm. *no wonderr my left eye was twitchinn* i hate youu! y all my korr all lyk to bullie mi-

youu.cantt.take.it.bakk.once.youu.gibb.yourr.hartt- tryin nortt to recAll how youu did it all ishx derr haRdest partt ________

i was supposed to b happie derr lorr. y u alwaEx lyk to beattt n scoldd mi leii. so whatt if i m uR sis? so wadd?! so datt gib u derr quAn li to hit n scold mi as u lyk laRrh- faRrkkkerr. wo zuo ren hEn shi bai leii. haiix- i hate youuuu. wadd else u wann. fer how manii yrs wo ren ni lerrh` how maNi yrrs u treatedd mi lyk an enemyy. whenn will youu lett go... i am gettin tiredd.

juz now my maRmie oso nagg at mi. den haii mi kEna scolded by my bro. cuz shE keep saein mi den i hAb to shout bak! cuz i was so dARN IMPATIENTT and i was veri frustrated! y my familiE lydatt wann. haixx- n it is my pap's buRfdae leii. tmll is finalliE derr bungalow` i noe y i m lookin foRwardd to it` cuz i can escApe dis FARKIN HELL familie datt saRkks` he alwaEx make mi crry. my paRentx alwaEx make mi crry` waDx deir pprobb? are deyy happie lydatt? *disAppointedd*

so tml finalliE can escape from demm lerrh` haix. todaE habb badminton ehh` i gort go lor. hu dare sae i lz?! datt guAi lan kiaa aRh. n reginA` dunch noe y uR entryy so ngryy. guess all of us are hABin badd times. life saRrks! i m a saRrkerr aka ba dao ahh sohh. takkaiRe horr [ esp. regina aka ba dao kiaa hor ]! life sarrks- fArkinn hell.

idunchhlyktoseederrskyypainteddgreyy` n i dunchh lyk nth goin my wayy- budd i do lurve youu __________

2004-05-26T17:14:00.000+08:00
didnt.we.almost.hab.it.all- when.x[luRve]x.wasallwehaddworthhgivinn _________

yozziE dere! hmmpft wah piAng` tupiD chekk yun koRr noRrh! lolx` saE liao oso feel tupiD noRrh.=.=" hE hoRr` yEsterdae di-siAo mR lohh. den ask us suAn him todaEe. den mi tupid larrh! fiRst one to di-siAo him. hahahax. saE wadd .x[sun wu kong lai da bai gu jinG]x. tupid norrh! den hAi mi kEna onE demerit point! hahahax` eaRLie in derr moRnin siAz.

x.younoeyouwillneberluRvedattwaEagainn.x didnt.we.almost.hAb.it.all-`[x] _________

budden hEng ms thAm gib us onE meRit pointt noRrh. thanx to liu wahhh noRrh. =DsaRkky mr lohh` oso neber saE he bAi gu jiNG. hE oso addmitt wadd- lalalalallala`[x]// saRrkky. den lata go ferr litt` den chEk yun still luff at mi noRrh! tiAn li he zAI norrh` .[kEnny korrx. u wannA cAll mi drAma mama agAin? lolx`]. bad hoRr he! all my koRr all lydatt wann. hahahax` all bullie mi siAz.

takemyluRve.ineberaskkfertoomuChh` just[x.all.x]dattyouare- andeverytinggdattyoudo _________

ehh is finalliE wedd! den tml is thuRsdae! tml exceptt fer tRainins can slack again` gort wadd hEalth fairr. den can pLAe derr captAin ball derr. hmmm gibb mi derr jitterrs. wo hui wei ni mEn jia you derr! =D believe in ouR class. gort wei wei. mui mui. joannah. aiyox! bi shEng larrh! =P class spirit mann! *cheeRs*

now.tell.mi.how.youu.feel.if.i.told.youu- x.[dattihabbfeElinxferryouu].x\\ and wld it be sho wronng to sae. waddx on my mindd` [x]

yay mAnn [lalalalalalax~] hahAx. so mUCh fer my excitementt. is finalliE gonna b fRidae after tml! counttdownn guyyx` is time to paRty reall haRd. juz now mi regina cindy n wanntingg wentt to jp to collEct ouR class t-shirtt` wheepiEx! finalliE get liAo` nort badd laRh. i tink sortA plain budd beTa den nthh` hahax. n cinDy so zuAi. saE wadd onli ouR class hAb class-t other class dunch hAb. duhxx! lolx` budd is tRue worr! [fiRst time so pRoudd] lolx` is blAckk. den infront gort 2B. den bEhindd is all ouR names in lyk crosswoRd puzzlE n a quEstion maRk noRrh. hai hAo larrh` beta den nth maRrh! =D

when.all.my.drEamx.arre.a.harttbeat.awae- andderranswerrsareallupptomi` _____________

so takkaIRe everyone` i tink whEN i get bak my rEportt bk i will pRobable vomitt blood- bud hEY mann. juz dunch wannA let my saRky resultx make myy life a chAotic hell . its gonnA b fine x[i hopE?]-x ` mWackkx _______ takkaiRe dere! =D

jus[tEll-x]mihowigorttdisfaR\\ juz[tEll-x]miwhyyouuarehere.anddhuyouuaree. causE.everytime.i.look x-[youareneberdere]-x . and.everyytime.i.sleep. x-[youuareeeverywhere]-x __________

2004-05-25T19:16:00.000+08:00
we are caught in a momentt. and i wunn lett goo` i am fallin deeperrr. losincontrolll ________

haix i damn hell saRkx man. todaE aRrh mostly gort bak all derr resultx on datt wadeva papeR` n guess wadd? saRky mi didnt eben pass my mathx? hAix` saRky mi. mi onli goRt 45.3 fer my maths. hAix` y lydatt wann. itx so unfaiR worr. yar rite reginA. i m a saRkerr. [btw i dunch understAnd uR blank here blank dere' care to explain. dunCh tell mi u ngry wib mi? haix-] so god damn disappointedd. so wadd? lifes goes on mAn`

secretly i let it slippp. emotioNal.i.fall.thruu.it all i noe i m losin controll. imdownnnyouurwayytoofarrr ________

sho sadd sho sadd. hAix- budden my geog gort 76.5. quite supRised noRrh. bud my maths still fAIl. sobx. after skewll` after we eatt our lunchh` we went homE lerrh. saw kEnny korr in kFc. as usuAl` hE usuAl exprEssion. hAhax. pooR tinng. i saw his chickEn pox maRks all dosE norrh. n hE sae we shl hAng out more often cuz i neber kena chickEn pox b4! lAmex. hahax`

i am caught up in the middle` jumping thRu derr riddlE- imfallinjuzalittletonitee ________

hmm reginA` dunch ngry wib mi loRr. mi oso bad mood dis few daex, plus tirEd too. my resultx rEalli saRk` n dunch worrie bout uR chinese. i m surE uR end yr will do well derr. nort lyk mi` i hab to pRay haRd dat i can pass my maths man. k laRh. stop here woR. dunch ngry wib mi wor. buh buAix` takkaiRe everyone _________ mWackkks.

sometimex i wonderr where dis feelin begAn. deepinmyharttritefromderrstArtt- tired and lonely i will move on from diss pAinn. imstaRtinnagainnbReakinnderrchAin _________ [ [ sometime[X] ] ]

2004-05-24T19:49:00.000+08:00
aRlox- i veri bo liAo` pRacticalliE updatin everydae woRr. hmm todaE arrh. gortt badminton foto tAkin noRrh. veRi little ppl go niA` lAme shitt siAz. so we took. mi regina liu wah hui min wEnt fer tuition. valErie lyk dunch believe we REALLY went to tuition. sompAh leii` dunch tRust us. juz reflEcts derr 'dunch anyhow cry wolf logic' hahax`
iwishedyouknew. i wished you knew . somehowiwastinkinbouttyouu ______
den went to tuition` wahh chAOs again noRrh. den we eben hELp ourslf wib derr food` guEss mR tann was lykk 'wah piAng hu derr hell let dem open my fridge!' hahax` lyk its mi derr fiRst one hu touched his fridge n tell hui min his fridge alot of eggs nEhh. hahax` gort some guys in derr tuition arrh. den dEy see us dAMn bwayy songg noRrh. cant deyy sTand any noise?! lyk gayy lydatt. hopEless. no go go mEall?! sobx sobx` so i bought shRooms mEal go bAk eatt noRrh. swayyy` n i owe reginA two buckks. hahax` poor mi.
whyydoicare` when you werent dere whEn i was scaRed. iwasssoalonne ______ but how cldntt i?
hmm count downn. 4 more daEx! to derr end of skewll` ferr the beginnin of junE holidaEx! n derr NTU BUNGALOW! Wahahahahahax.. guEss it will b dArn fArnn. juz hopE we can rEAlli enjoyy ouRselves mann! itx timE to partyyyy ________
kkx stop here` lAmin around liAo. haix- siAnz lyk siAoo. takkaiRe okaEx everyonE? mWAckkkkkx!
guAi lann kiAa`! wahh piAnnnng!

2004-05-23T23:01:00.001+08:00
icannorthelpit// icldntstopit. ebenifitriedddd- derrsameolddharrtbeatt.+.fillsderremptinessihabbbinsidee _______

hiyEe dere. clock tickinn. 11.16pm lerrh woRr. n i hAbent turn in yett` which i tink mostlyy all my earrlie birddies fwEnx wld hAb turn in lerrh. cuz i m waitin fer my pimple crEam ting to dryy` hahax. no laRrh. wannA use derr com noRrh. hmmm another siANz half dae.

fiRstlyy went to jp n waited wib yiling fer dunch noE how longg` den cindyy strolled in. den reginA more duA pai norrh` hahax shE came laterr- wib an expressionless face- and went to draw monEyy` hahax. den b4 derr two chio bu cumm` mi n yiling lame loRr. n when cindyy cum. YILING. was tryin to lift my skirtt while squattin down. *tryin to takE revengE arrhs//* kEkex. den we went tto walk walk again. wentt to derr samE old shoppx.

ijuxwantyounearrmi// i juz wann youu heree wibb mii _______

yiling horr bought her skirtt from jennyferr noRrhs` den reginA was goin to buy slippers. so shE wentt to converse den shE boughtt her slippers. shE saedd it was nice. den i was tellin her her legg was bigger den derr shoe` den it fell on deaf eaRs. den after at derr food courtt` i told her derr ting was lyk veri ez to dduan` den shE blame mi fer nort tellin herr in derr fiRst place?! [/tianlihezai?\] hmm hahax` den shE was dere tryyin to advertise her slippers to yilingg. den shE was lyk sellin slippers to someone nort interestedd` hahax yiling was alwaes tryin to change topicc. ho chio noRrh` hahax

iwldgibbupeverytinggonliiferryouu` itssderrleasticanndo _______

in derr end` we went bak to converrse. reginA exchanged herr slippers ferr a bagg. den one min she sae nort nice` den shE saed nice. hahax. weiRdd. den shE went wib yiling cong cong mang mang derr` left liAO worr. poof. mi alone stRanded. wAitin fer my ah buu` cuz mi wannA buy clothes. den latA help her carry tings den we wentt homE norrh =D tml is skewl daE again. which consist of foto-takin-tuition and tRainins! hahax` boRinn daE again _______ \\ yEsterdae rEad more den hAlf of derr goblet of fiRe of derr harry potter derr. hahax` den now finish readin it lerrh. althoughh its kinDa tupidd to mention it` budden veri kewl leii. ouR woRld sarkks. okaex laRrh` stop here. takkaiRe everyonne! mWAckkks`

buddallicandoiscountmytearrs. till i gett overr youuu _______

2004-05-21T19:47:00.000+08:00
yowwiEe` hmm now veri siANzz so upDatee noRrhs. hmmmx kEep listEnin to 'angels brought mi here'. thanx woRr reginA fer sEndin mi datt songg. wahh piANg.. dAMn amazIng` i dunch noE repeaT how mAni timEx liAo woRr =D so touchinn... *sobbx*

`mydreamxcametRue/ whenifoundyouu- mymiracle\\ ________

onE more week to end of skewl n ferr ouR bbq stuff liAO woRr =P quite excitedd noRrh` although dunch noE whetherr will b siAnz nortt, budden can hAB derr compAny of fwEnx alrEADiE verii gd liAo woRr. todaE my contacts keep droppin outt` causee i kEep itchy finger go touch touchh` haHax. den my eyes was feelin so weiRdd` hAhax. den i walked to n frO to derr toilet den ms hoE keep bio mi` n messiAH! kEep di-siAo mi. WahhpiANgg! hahax budd i show him attitudE` sowiee niwaE laRrh//

ifyoucouldsee`waddisee// youarederranswerstomyprayerrs| youuwldknoww` itwldbcleaRr __________ dat angEls bROught mi here \\

todaE chinEse we get bak leRrh` 72.5!! sobx sobx` my chinEse gettin aoer n aoeRr` diE larrh! hoPEless nEhh mi. hmm den mR long didnt cum` gu yi wann noRrh! alwaEx lydatt. hE bwAy song ouR class haRr? oR he too weaK liAo` tsk tsk tsk _____ makE us ti xin diAo dann derr. kkx laRrh` stop here. everybodyy takaiRe woRrx =D smile alwaEex!

wheneverriwalkeddpasttyouu` myeyeslookaway. buddmyharttpourrsoutallferryou _______ i misshh ~~youu~~\\ -[doyouunoemyexistancee?

2004-05-20T18:27:00.000+08:00
*ttinkinofyouu. \\onceuponatime may nort end wib happilyyeverafterr _________ shoulddicontinuetoholddonn?

todaE` hmm was veri hortt! hahx` in class everybodyy complainin except joannaH. hahax. hmm we gort bak ouR histoRy results, geoG mCqx n artt. histoRY i gort 76.5, artt 78 [MIRACLE!] n geog mCq is 15 upon 20. bAla perrmed her haiR woRrs- styLoo`

jun ming is phsyco noRh` onlinE alwaEx cum guAi lAN us! bo liao! X X X ! i askked him shuddup n scold him kpoH kiA cuz hE scold mi LZ! buzz off mAn! whuuderrHELLishxhim?! last timE sae mi run faRni mi alrEADIE REN ta liao lorrs` den now saE wadd! FARKERR! guAi lAn kiaa- aiyA mixx wib hl milk is lydatt wann. shou bu liAo` fcukkkk

onE more week noRrh- den to holidaes liAo worr! =D so happiE norrhs` den nExt sat is ouR bbq liAO worr! =D finalliE nehh` dunch let somE kpoh kiA ruin my dae. buh buAIxx _____

andthoughiholDyouclosE` and lone till now andd denn _____ i still b luRvinnn youu \\ ifishould[lurvee]againn ______

2004-05-19T19:39:00.001+08:00
-imalwaextoolate\ . i see derr trAin leavinn ______

hAix` we ren shEng hEn siAnz leii.. gort bak most of my results todaE` mathx overAll juz pass.. science gort b3 lydatt.. lit gort a2.. eng gort C5 lydatt.. reginA n ruo ting keep saein dey will get woRst den mi` in derr end all get beta den mi! dis miD yr totalliE saRkks! mi get so hoRrible noRrhs` I HATE MYSELF. Y U SO TUPPID WANN. hopeless. ` hAix. mei shE me hAo shuo derr. hao lei hao leii *eyes hurt. heart hurts. cant stopp tinkinn-

`iamalwwaesaiming/ /budd somehow keep missing ________

nort in derr mood derr wholE daee` yEsterdae somEOne made my mood dAMn badd' cRiedd loRrs. i alrEAdie sae i no mood liAo he keep instigatin mi` den i cRied baRrhs. tot bout my results, my life- wrong wrong wrong. life in a total mess! wad to do` i m juz mi. dumb n tuppiid mi. hAix` wore my contacts todaE` i guess ppl will see mi in a different waE` hAix.

somehow did you get here' \sometingiswrongg ________

den went to imm wib regina cindy n liu wahh` liu wahh changedd her bRa sizE` den we went to giAnt to see derr food prices fer ouR upcomin bbq! wahh so happiE` everyone is goin dere bein happy n gd resultss. whilE as ferr mi` i juz hopE my end yr will score well.. oR else i sure go E liAo larrh! fcuk.

idunchnoehowidid` /budd somehow now i do _________

we walked round giant den gort alot of food samplEs` gort sotong ball n derr soup! so nice! den i bought onE can homE- wahahax. so delicious noRrhs`... den cindy saw her byttch fwEN den we keep saein her badd tings` hahax den we wait ferr a shuttle buss n went to jp` ehh we went dere n took nEOprints again! so farnn` budden outcomE nort veri nice. hAIx` ugly peeps lyk mi is lydatt wann. sowiee ruin derr wholE pic noRrhs..

.+ andi` i am ~~arrivin~~\ aseveryone'sleavinn ________

2004-05-17T19:38:00.000+08:00
hiyEe _____ todaE woRrs` tiRIn n hott daee. hmm fiRstly we went to sKewl fer an hR lydatt fer homE econs tEst n others fer d&t.. dEY lyk nort enuff timE` whilE derr homE econs peEps were slpin dere.. lolx` den lata mi reginA ruo ting went to yiling'z hse _____ watchin ~~vidEo~~ agAin. hAhahx.

[/everybody'slookinferdatsometing' one.ting.dat.makes.it.all.complete.).)________ \

den mi regina yiling carol cindy went to queenswaee` to makE ouR contacts. wah piANg daMn hot siAz. den we went to eat macS fiRst den we went to derr opticAl shop [blahx blahx blahx] den went walk walk' went to ikEa woRrs. i went insidE my 'heaRt veri itchy' [yiling saed : itchy den scRatch lorrs] *lmao lolx. derr fuRnituRes all veri nice loRr. comparE to my hsE` wah piAng. faint siAz. nExt timE move hsE i shall go dere n choosE my bed room fuRnituReS! so shuANg siAz.. den i bought boxes` includin everybody! i tink we all need boxes to keep ouR rubbish! hahahahax`

\andwhenyounoehowmuchitmeans- you.hab.found.der.special.ting` you are flyin wifout winggs _______ ].]-

we bought hotdogS to eatt` hahax nort badd. quite nice. den we satt at derr entrance makE our boxes so dattt we can fAng biAn yi diAN. den everybody walk past all bio yi siAz! [ [ use derr woRd kenny koRx alwaex usE ] ] hahax` den gort one lady stopped n see. lyyk exibition lydatt! den lata gort one crowd!! waH piAng. lyk we sellin tings lydatt. hahax` den we quicklyy siAm lorrs. den lata cindy go meet her deearrr arron whom shE so kAn chiong to meet barH. hahax`

soimpossibleasdeymayseem ]- you.hab.gort.to.find.fer.everyy.dreamm' *`

i hAb finished my artt lerrh` finaLlie. exAms r goin to b ober leRrh! finalliE woRr` tml last papeR fer artt den finish liAO! wahahhahax.. so hAppie siAz! budden whEn gettin bak results.. siANz. takkaiRe everyONe! mWackxxx! =D

`causE.whose.to.noe.which.one.you.let.go. wouldhabmadeyou~~complete~~-

2004-05-15T16:22:00.000+08:00
aRLox ______ todaE arh` dAmn boRed dAmn tirIn. hAiy0! oso dunch noE waDx wrong wibb mi- reginA ruo ting yiling cindy`sowiee worRs. den in derr enD go homE kENna scoldeD by ah bu' cuz shE sae i cum bAk onE houR latE lydatt' oR more den datt- siANz siAz
shE ask mi go visit my ah gongg` cuz hE gort tumouR oR wad in his heaD den hAb to go visit him loRr. den at fiRst i dunch wan goo` den my mother keep terrorizin mi wib all dosE 'gui lai zhaO ni aRrh' diAox hoRr. budden i went niwaEx` went to chuA chu kAng derr homE dere.
my ah gonngg` veri kE liAn lorrs. hE veri thin! his leg eben slimmer den mi siAz~ so enviouss. hahax *kaI wan siAo* den he lyk veri xing ku lyydatt. den hE n my papa nth to saE wann *dunch noE gort wad misunderstAndin- den i see see look look at him den i cRy lorr. liu xiA yyAn lei lerrh. u see liAo sure see him veri kE lian wann. last timE see him so biG siZe wann. lyk dosE -[fan tong]-. lydatt buddeN noww. hE veri kE liAn noRrhhs. den i kEep liu yAn lEii` budd nort becuz i tiRed larrh. cuz i rEalli see him although nort veri closE to him- still feel heaRtache baRrh. hahahahax [blood is thickerrr den waterr baRrh?] den hE keep diAOin mi! hahax` mAyb hE find it tupiD fer mi to cRY barrh/ lyk hE wANna diE lydatt! hahax`
juz see liAO quite xin tonG barrh? ahh gonng` yAo jiAN qiANg worr- buddEn my mama n auntiE sae until veri konG bu loRr. on derr taxi cum bAK` den dEY saee wad cancerr last stAGe vomit here n dere. lolx den i dere frEakin out loRr! scaRly oso nort tRue let dem saE until lyk rEal lydatt- sAn gu liu po is lydatt wann. tsk tsk tsk- den my mama in tAxi act shEN xiAn laRrh. saE until lyk shE veri supportivE of ahh gonGg den saE until shE veri weii dA lydatt. eeyeRr. lolx` bhb ._______

(.-if i cld do it all ober again. iwould' onli[You]rmyrEason- i was i ~~was~~ \\juz tinkin of u// -+

2004-05-12T13:59:00.000+08:00
hAIx` todaE derr sciENce. dAmn hopEless laRrh. guEss i will fail sEction B? hAix. neber minD larrh` wadevA. still gort enD yR wadd- kEKex.
histoRY wrote three papErr` fiRst timE worr- mRs lAu dAmn caRtoon noRrh. budden i veri bu shu fu derr wholE daee- so gOd dAMn sick siAz. i at fiRst cough cough cough den feel lyk wannA vomit. dEn my heaD veri giddy loRr. dunch eben noE how to studiE fer tml's gEog nEhh. hAix- neber minD larh` mAintAin C5. biG dEal- gEog saRks`
so tiRed siAz` dunch feel lyk studyin at all. i oso nort in derr staTe to studiE well loRr. exAms cum den i fEll siCk` whhe- goD blEss mi baRrh. yEsterdaE i wwas shiveRrin deSpiTe neber on fAn n eben hAd a blAnket on- i dunch noE y oncE in a whilE will shiver until veri jIA lat datt kiNd. lyk datt kinD of takE dRugx den veri lonG neber takE horr` den shiver lyk siAO dat kinD. hAix. regiNa still luff at my misfortunE. hAhax` neber minD-
haIx` hAO lei hAo lei siAz. mi goin to tAKe nAp todaE- buh bUaiX.

-mygraDesrdownfRom~~[A]~~to[D]x`imwaebakinhistoRy* _____ ihAblostmyselFinfantasiEs\ of~~youandmi~~togEther .])

2004-05-11T11:39:00.000+08:00
hiyA ______ todaE horr- mathx papEr 1 n 2. i was so scarEd siAz. papEr 1 was alRite den papEr 2 hoRr` diE larrh. hAIx. den rEginA n ruo ting all noE how to do- i veRi scarEd of dis scEnario lEIi` cuz dat timE oso lydatt. den i failed siAz `veri kong bu nEhx. hAIx`
okaEx larrh dunch tok bout it` tok liAo oso no poinT. i tink i shl hAb xin li zhun bEI dat i mAY fail? derr pErcentage is 90% baRrh` hAix.. no choICe. last min woRk + slaCker = failurE.
evErytime i tryy to fly* i fall wifout my winggs- i feel so smAll` i guEss i need you bAbie _______
den hoRr` haix. bet my daEx arEnt goin well. tml is my sciENce n histoRy papeR` i hopE i rEAlli can do well fer histoRy. all my hopEs all pinned on histoRy nehh. *rEtaRd explAinin* my sciENce` hopE my sEction B can apply well *cuz i m derr dumBo- hIAx` rEali veri tiRed out by derr eXams leii. so boRin n siANz` i m gonnA hAB my afteRnoon nAp todaE den latA hab to biA my sciENce n histORy liAox- patHetic.
buh buAix` jiA you fer eXamx woRr everyonE! =D

*imakEbElieveurhere. itsderonliwAeicld~~see~~cleaR` waDhabidone\ useemedtomovEoneaSy _____

2004-05-10T18:49:00.000+08:00
aRLox _____ todaE is derr official staRt of mId yR lerrh woRrs` dAMn siAnz barrh. hmm todaE is ouR english n chinEse papEr 1... goD dAMn bo liAo siaz. chinEse hoRr` dey gib us derr cher maRkin sheet as well. den we hAb to rEdo another quEstion papEr! we are derr last few classes hu went bAk at 1 +!! veri tiRin siAz ouR handx *phEw*

[/-lookin bak on how we first met .icannortescapencannortforget (-onli.u.can.make.mi.whole.again\

den latA mi rEginA n liu wah went fer tuItion` budden we went dere late- cuz of derr papEr extension timE.. den alot of pPl rEached liAo` so we in another room enjoyin all derr cold aIr con. den mi n rEginA biAn tai agAIn larrh` den liu wah was so waRy of mi =D hahax. neber minD` lliu wAh wib us nort biAn tAI wann. onli in woRdx` budden other den datt i m surE shE oso veri noE how to plaE wan woRrs` hahax den we went out eat ouR lunch fiRst loR- i bought another packet of stRawx dden regina was ooh and ahh ober derr stRawx cuz whEN we were in derr lift ' shE saEd it cld glow in der daRk` hahax. lyk neber see b4 lyDat- kEkex.

after go bAK lerh` derr swiss cottAge gerrlx go liAo. den we went in loRr. how we noE. wah piAng. meet onE gerrl n her fwEn. letx nAMe her X and her fwEn Y. X was lyk hmm chio laRrh` den Y was lyk more cute den chiO. den liu wah tok loud loud X diAO her- n gAb dat kinD of rolll Eye exprEssion` den Y didnt gib a dAMn whiCh was gd! hmm X kEep diAoin us lorr` whEnever mi n reginA tok n luff shE keep tuRnin bAk n diAo. n is veri minG xiAN dat shE see us bWay song! hahax` den i went toilet shE oso diAo mi. den after tuiTion mi n reginA keep debAtin. i tink dat so chio bud chAracter bad oso no usE` budden rEgina saE datt ugly budd gort charActer ppL will still see u as ugly` budden i still tink gort more of chaRacter` abit of lookx is gD enuff laRrh. at lEast dunch need diAO ppl rite.. i tink shE veRi happiE we gonE Lorr` kEkex. we rEalli crEate chAOx wherevA we goo` hahax

ehh` tml mathx pAper leii. veri woRried siAz` scarEd i fail again!!!!! (>.<) zhEn deR hao hAi pa _______ budd i bElieve datt i can do it derr *puiiiii* hahax` dis is call an wei zhi ji. siANz hAlf. okaEx larrh. stop here. takkaiRe worrs` to everyonE habin dEir miD yRx` jiA you worr! gD luck =D

budd every momEnt of derr daee` i wanna see youu- i wannA sae .+ (( no one luRves youu lyk i luRve u ] _______

2004-05-09T19:26:00.000+08:00
hiYa ____ a veRI siANz daE worrs` hmm todaE arrh . den i kEep tellin rEginA how siANz i was den we go out loR? n reginA was lyk 'ehh westmAll gort dAt muRder tinG leii` we go westmAll laRhs' den i okaEx lorr. den we go. aT fiRst saE wanna wAlk wann. in derr ENd is takE 187. hahax.
dEn we went to weStmall aRrh` dere veri nth to wAlk wann loRr` budd rEginA bi jiAo you shOu huo- shE bought hEr yAnzi stickeRs lEIi. mi jus sEe lorr. i asked her gib mi onE den shE keep saEin dunch wan dunch wan deN still saE offer! hahax` neber minD. niwaEz i hAb oso dunCh noE where to put baRrhx? den we wEnt to jp agAIn` we todaE gort chEng jiu gAN leii. took 178. a diffeRent RoutE.. hahax`
rEach jp lerh` we went to buy wafflE. den walk walk agAin barrhs. den i bought a caRd fer my mama, and somEting to put my 'heaRtx' inn` den rEginA n i went to 37 dEgrees` i wanted to see shoRtx budden my butt too big. weaR 37 degrees veri uglY siAz.. den somEting happEned. poof` mi n reginA quarreled! kEkex. cuz shE saw a bAg.. den blAhx blAHx blAHx` den we werE arguEIn all derr waee till populaR.. den on derr buS finAlliE made up? lolx` dAmn lAMe larh us. budd derr onli ting dat woRries mi is scarEd my ATTITUDE PROB is bak again! *wrEtch my haiR* my goodnEss. guEss is derr Exam n stuff?! AIYA! diE larrh. SOWIEE HORRS REGINAAA... n other ppL as well.. sowieee... i dunch noE waDx wrong` i guEss i hAb to wait till eXams are over to b bAk to derr noRmal grAce loRr... hAix`
saE wannA studiE budden hAbent studiE lorrs` haixxx... haB to pRatice my mathx lAta.. staRtin from indices! alAmak. gonnA diE soon` *pEngx*

zhi xiang ai ni der hao . -wishin u wld finAllie cum to rEmember . wib every step i takE towards u dunch walk further awae-`

2004-05-08T14:11:00.000+08:00
hiyA dere _____ finAllie dis dAMn com here is woRkin? hahax` n it took dat person how mani hRx sittin in front of my com finalliE makin dis work? okaEx neber mind - conclusion itx woRkin. hahax` yarr finallie at last.
dis week gonnA b ouR mid yR exAm lerrh? n itx rEalli veri stressedd worr` i hAbent even staRt on my mathx n chinEse revision? n oTherx oso rEad thRu niA lorr` rEalli veri siAnz wann barrh. wo yi jing zuo hAO xin li zhun bEi dat i will perfoRm rEalli badly dis miD yr worrs. cant b helped. hu ask mi so slAck nehhx.

i wished u noe i lurve u n cld lurve mi too` budd lurve alwaex seem lyk a dream to mi . came lyk a breeze . burst lyk a bubble _________

now in skewl once bell rinG arrh` studEntx all go homE lerrh arrh. liAn 2D derr rEN all go homE liao` den derr skewl veri empty lorr` lyk nobody wann siAz. den in skewl now alot of shAng xin shii worrs. if onli...
diE larrh` hAb to go studiE lerrh worrs. oR else mid yR zhE me bAn? takkaiRe eveRyone neh` =D

wo bu shi bu zhi dao . mei you ni der re zi hui duo mo jiAn ao . dan shi ni dou bu zhi dao . wo you duo mo ai ni

2004-05-03T18:42:00.000+08:00
hiyA dere` now in my dearrrr reginA hse [n shE justt wackedd mi`` ferr derr dunch noE how mani zillion timEx lerrh] i can staE over nite leii` den caN usE her comm` n '' xinG qing fAn herr '' her lorr` i tell u at nite whEn derr light goEs off sure alot of tingx will happEn ' CAT FIGHTT!! ' =D
lolx` den i dAmn hell worried her papA n mama will ngry wib mii` oR nExt timE dunch let mi go to her hsE anymorE liaoo` cuz i liE to my mama saE datt no onE at reginA hse except herr mi n her maiid` her wholE familiE go oversEas liAo` den reginA onli told her papa yEsterdaee n he saedd no` budd hE saeD yes todaee` wahahhax. reginA is goin to gett it todaE...
though u're nort wib mi . its okaEx .`
hmm todaE can studiE liaoo` cuz my mama n papa wun b at my bAck naggin att mii` luo suoo siazz` den cAn fight it out wib rEginA onggg` oh yArr do u noE HOW DIU LIAN IT WAS? juz now pei reginA to makE her ezlink carD marrh` den cinDy wass wib us oso... den on derr waE dere n on derr waE bakk we were lyk crEatin chAox lorr... dAmn chAo n dAmn biAn taii sIAz` opEnly hittin each other derrr boobx. n cindy ong n rEginA hit each other is luffin siAz` lolx` den alot of auntiEx see us bu shuAng` hahax...
okaEx larrh` nth to blog liAo` cant eben imaginE lata will b how barrh` hmm yarr.. hahax` n rEgina is in deepppppPpPpPp tRoubleeeeee
i hab been lookin fer derr gerll i once kneww .wib.nth.to.losee ______

2004-05-02T16:04:00.000+08:00
hiyA dere _____ siAnz siAz` now at reginA's hsE lorr` my hsE derr lao com siaz` cAnnort even oPen derr internEt explorer ehhx` so dAmn siAnzz.. kEep hAngin n hAb to restArt agAin n AgAin` no choice lorr` datx y cum n dA rAo yi siAZ lorr _______ =D
lurve doesnt hab to hurt to feel gd
haix` reginA is so dAmn stuckkk` stuckkkk. kEkex`
hmm my revision fer miDyr justt saRkx barrh` hAbent ebeN start out much lEii` onli staRted on sciEnce n mathx niA` den mAthx i tink hopEless lIAo... last timE derr ttingx all forgEt liAo` *dReamx shatteredd* kEkex` dis feW daEx dAmn hell alot of pRobx siaz` budden oso cAnnort do anyting wadd` lifE still goEs onn... =PpPpPpPpP dis is life _______ (>.<)
well` i hAb totAlliE NO ONE to tok to onliNE except fer maRmie kAr yin sIAZ` lolx. totAlliE siAnz diAoox` reginA is currently hAbin her period n is so dAmn hEll bo liAo`dAncin infront of mii` den pointin middlE finger as shE dancesss` kEkex. shE's outta her mindd` ai qing derr zi rEn. stuck in derr middlE. datx reginA.. hahahax` troubledd womAnnn =D
though u're nort here wib mi . its okaex `
n i hAb dis tupid pimplE on my face!!! so bigg n pAinnn` lolx. okaEx larrh` too stresssedd lIAoo` hahax... okaEx stop here liAo larrh` buh buaixxx!
budd is dis burninn . dis eternall flAme .+ ________ `

2004-04-28T18:07:00.000+08:00
aRlox` ______ wah piAng todae horr.. veri veri happiE siaz` gd mood all derr waee! finallie pass my maths lerrh` can u understand how happiE i m? i noE some of u may tink i veri kuA zhAng.. budden can u imaginE` fAilin 3 teStx b4 finalliE passin onE test?! den tEars of joy juz flowed down barrh` neber cRy of joy instEad of grief in class b4 nehh` rEalli veri xin weii barrh. waitin fer mr ng to read out derr failurE list was veri konG bu` cuz mR ng keep bio-in in ouR direction` den mi regina n ruo ting's handx alll veRi coldd` hahax
mR loh was saEin all dosE plannin of when to studiE wad n wadd` den i was lyk` wahh.. onE week plus plus b4 exAmx lorr` which will b staRtin of stREssful timEx again nEhh` den todaE brought bak science` if lata i nort so tired i shall begAn chap 1-3..
in tuition veri faRn siaz` we were lyk keep singin songx` den gort two bukit panjang high guyx marrh` den dey were lyk so 'wah piAng dey tok until lydatt' look lorr` cuz liu wah scold CB marrh` lolx. den we weRe singin when derr tide is high i m holdin on den we dAnce lyk derr 60's lydatt` lolx. den kEpt luffin` den mi n reginA derr lEsbiAn sicknEss is comin bak! hahax` den liU wah was so disguSted_____ if u see us everydae in class` u will noE dis is alrEadie veri 'meRe' liAox. kEkex` (>.<)v
okaEx barrh` stop here. kiNDa tired lerh` lolx. takkaiRe everyonE _____ mWAckxx!
i tot i cld stand in place . budd i didnt . i fell in lurvee ______

2004-04-24T12:41:00.000+08:00
aRlox` lyk veri long habEnt blogg liAo worr ______ hmm on thuRsdae gort our mathx tEst arrh` n it was a piEce of shitt` onli yiliNg was derr onE dere so confident 'i m goin to pass' look` so envious siaz. i dunch ebEn hab half of derr confidEnce dat i m goin to pass leii` sianz leii. y m i alwaex failin ______
fRidae which is yEsterdaee` regina went to meet derrick after skewl` den mi huh.. pei ruo ting n yiling staE in skewll` mi n ruo ting hElped do derr class noticE boaRdd` whilE comin bak to skewl after buyin derr stuff we werE drenched.. mR loh promised us meriT pointx worr` den yiling oso hELped us lorr` we drawed tic tac toes.. den 'i shall nort vandanlise' 'i shall nort write on derr wall' ... den write algebra... lolx` den we write 'huevA vandalise derr board - 5 demerit pointx'`.. cuz rAinin in skewll` den we staEd longerr.. chong hAO n otherx were dere plaEin water warr.. lolx` den mR teo scolded us n dem.. cuz we werE shouting.. den hAi 2D ppL oso.. sowiee worr... den saw jess siaz` n her stEad.. en ai worr.. lyk veri closE dat kinD barrh.. on derr waE retuRnin home` saw kenny korx.. hahax den hE lyk 'hmmpft' mi n look another side.. den i started scoldin him... lolx` den veRi farni larrh.. such a cute koR` =D we went to derr cAnal dere den started to screAm.. lolx`
todaE slept till 12 pm.. shuAng siaz.. budden i cannort slp too long.. oR else i will hAb headachE.. n i eben hAb musclE crAmp at my legg.. lolx`!! mAyb latA goin out.. veri long neber pEi mama go out lErrh.. den can buy my fwEn'x prEzziE.. oso dunch noE wad to buy fer dat cindy ongg... go walk walk see see` ... lolx..
okaEx larrh` reginA.. update leii. lolx` oR else nth to rEad siaz.. takkiaRe everyonE` mWackkx _______`

[ hab u eberrr ]
Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

lurve derr lyriCx`

2004-04-17T12:32:00.000+08:00
hiyA_____ hmm yarr ` actualliE bout my buRfdae derr ting. alwadiE kAn kai liao lorr. cldnt possibly b ngry wib my mama ferevA barrh`.. n bout mR lohh. wadevA bout himm. yEsterdaE our skeWl hab speech daE arrh` so after tuition comE bak to skEwl n staE all derr waE to 8+ in derr nite in skEwl siaz.
can saE quite faRn barrh` cuz at fiRst we sat guAi guAi in derr hall liao lorr` buddEn derr guEst all dis so duA pai.. den veri hot nEHx! den waD guEstx hab nort enuff seAtx` cuz ouR class derr seconD row marrh` so we hab to gib up our seatx den we sit bhind` buddEN so sianz! gort speech somEMore! =.=" so mi regina n liu wahh` saE go toilet den sneak outt. we went canteEn arrh. den latA went bak to class lorr... wahh alot of ppL dere lorr` espEcialliE in D class. wahh chAox nEHx` n dat messiAh.. lolx. biAN taii.. buRp in my earr twiCe.. hahax
den we kEpt plaEin` cuz gort two classEs den veri faRn siaz` buddEN shout until my thRoat veri pain siazz` dEN keep drinkin waterr`.. den gort onE timE we tot derr cher wan comE catch us` den we all run run run` lolx. so hum ji hoRx. hahax.. den latA plaE lyk veri long liAo den we went music room dere` dere gort aiRcon.. songg siaz` den blow blow blow.. den went down go watch choiR.. n druMx.. veri kEwl nEhx`
if onli nExtt time D n B can lydatt dEn gD liao worr` last timE still tot wo mEn ' shi bu liAng lii ' buddEN now gort gD fwEnx dere liaoo. lolx` den throuGh dem oso noE other fwENx arrh` hopE dat still gort other chAnces barrh` n reginA arrh.. dunch noE y u lyk so tiirEd yEsterdaE barrh.. juz takkaiRee woRx` n yilinG ehh. jia you kkx? dunch let uR happiNess slip awaEx!
sometimEx we tink dat holdin us makex us strongg` budd is actualliE lettin go _____________ [ wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni . shi ying wei wo tai ai ni ]

2004-04-15T20:21:00.000+08:00
aRlox` todaE my buRfdaE leii.. although nort veri big larrh buddEN i wish i can hab a simplE n happiE burfdaE marrh` buddEN eveRyting tuRn out so wrongg` mR loh kEpt pickin on mi lorr` fRom moRnin pick until after skeWl 'UR EAR HOLE EAR HOLE ' shit him larrh` hE jealous i hAb arrh. den confiscate my ear studx` dAmn himm. i shall hAb backbonE` dunch takE bak from him. 'CUPBOARD IC' shitt him ehx _______
den received anna's n liu wah's derr nEcklace ` thanx thanx woRx! oso rEceive jacquEline's prEzzie` n yongxiAng n xR derr` thankew thankew. den my mama` tok until dis point veRI shEn qi nehh` shE go out shE dunch noE waD is bRing hp arrh?! ON HP ARRH? dAMn it siaz` den mR loh cannort call thRough dunch let mi go lorr` DAMN U! DAMN U! den i was lyk ARGUEIN wib him alrEadiE holdin bak teaRx liao lorr` wad he wan mi to do was all i cld tink of. ask him go eat his shit larrh` den mi derr onli onE cannort go` den i so sadd` go bak to ouR class dere derr toilet den cRy cry lorr.. cRy until veri chAm dat kinD` eben sit down dere n cRy siaz` den lata wan to siAm in orDer nort to see 'familiaR ppl' i walk to derr computer labb dere derr toilet ` dere nort so mAni ppL marrh` den cRy again lorr.. veri shiitty wan leii` den i weNt homE.. went out to jp bought my eaR stickx! IF U CONFISCATE AGAIN I SHALL CURSE U EVERYDAE! haix.. my wholE burfdae is lyk so dAmn ruin by dis kinD of ppL lorr.. haix.. den lata reginA ask mi go her hsE derr macx dere.. den regina, ruo tinG n yiling pEi mi lorr.. thanx fer dat cakE n lolli.. lol`n ruo ting hoRx` tuRn 'wai' liao` lolx..
haix.. juz veri sadd.. my wholE dae veri saRky cuz of dat kinD of ting lorr.. haix.. wo zhi xi wang neng kuAi lerrh yi tiAn ye bu kE yi.. nAn dao zhE ge qing qui hEng nAn maRhx? wo zhi xiAng kuAi lerrh ni dong marrh?

2004-04-11T22:02:00.000+08:00
aRlox ______ a new dae fer mi turned out to b a torture. woke up at 11.30 or 12.30 lydatt` watch derr huan zhu ge ge. slack at homE. rot in front of derr com. helped yiling wib her blogg. wah piaNGx` dAmn siAnz. *exprEssionless* den at fiRst saE wan to go kfc studiE` budden in derr end dunch hab` den lata decidE here dEcide dere` we decided on goin to rt's void deck dere to studie` den cuz i rushed out of hse` i drank lyk a cup of coke den makE my stomaCh verri zAngg.. den i was lyk struggling all derr waE to derr bridgE dere lorr` keep walkin past quicker n quicker anybody` cuz i scaRed i throw up on dem siaz. rEalli veRi tong ku lorr` den on derr bus regina saE i comfirm wun throw up wann` (>.<) yaRr shes rite. i didnt.
go to ruo ting's void deck den studie studie lorr` at fiRst sit together den lata seperate. ruo ting wib regina. mi wib yiling. den i was doin my histoRy revision` yilinG was doin her sciEnce. den lata dunch noe wadx wrong wib mi. took out a paper. wrote a line of NEAT 'sianz's den lata cannort stanD liao` den write messier n messier den fill up derr wholE paper` den write both sidE` i veri hEong lorr` keep writin n writin. i was praticalliE shreddin derr paper wib my pen` till onE on my pen brOKe` i felt so DAMN SUFFOCATED!! den i scrEamedd. I FEEL SO SUFFOCATED ARRH. shit larrh` damn it siaz. i continuE shreddin der paper wib my brokEn pen until cannort ta hAn den threw it awaE ______ BLEA TO HELL LARRH
den ruo ting n regina camE bak` dey continuE tok which is slack` n i was dere lyk a zi bi kId dere writin alonE. writin sianz` lyk usE yiling's 3 pieces of papeR lerrh eh` den write write write. SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ. until derr woRd cld barely b visable nehx. den dey tok tok tok ` i was luffin at waD was faRNi larrh` den suddenly i started cryin` write n write n cry n cRy.. teaRx juz fell lorr` fiRst timE i cried so opEnly in front of dem. to dem` aiya dunch nEed do anyting wan larrh. dey r so used to mi cryin liao` niwaEx i yawN oso can liu leii` wad so surprising.. fer lyk 15 minx while dey tok i was dere writin n cryin` juz wipin awaE tearx n cRyin again. dey keep saein i gort abit psycho` veri psycho mEhx? everyting bout mi is so god damn wrong larrh` givEn birth in dis woRld is derr biggest mistake evA. yarr psycho den psycho lorr` i m everyting but ordinary. abnoRmal. i juz felt so damn damn damn suffocated ehx. wonderinx waDx wrong but i hab no answer! NOT MOOD SWING. if is mood swing it wldnt hab last dat longg. hate dis god dAmn ting. i felt so damn suffocated. wo xin li zhan dou kai shi lerrh. if is regina` her soldiers wld fight n mi ___ retreat. dAmn it larrh. waD derr hell is wrong wib mi! juz kEpt cryin`.. yarr
now at homE` wonderin how to finish my histoRy` dAmn it! i m nort habin a mood swingx. it has a rEason. i hab too much probx` no onE will understAnd..
wo xi wang neng xiang yu mao yi yang` xiang liu jiu liu` xiang li kai jiu li kai ' bu yong jie shi she me . ren jia hui liao jie ______ zi you +.

2004-04-09T21:13:00.000+08:00
aRlox` =D hmm todaE arrh` actualliE veri sianzz wann` den go out wib regina n yiling. ask ruo ting or perhaRpx beg fer her to go out` shE sae no monEy n lata gort 5566! lolx` *pEngx* siAz` so we went outt. den at juRong point` b4 mEet yiling saW valeRiee. lolx` veri derr chio siaz`
so we went to juRong point` i saW alot of fwEnx dere todaE woRx` mi n reginA eat icEcrEam den walk walk den meet yiling lorr` yiling so exprEssionless derr wholE dae` juz wan to let u noE dat no matter wad decision u makE we will b bEhind u okaEx?
at fiRst saE wan to see derr eye 2 wann` den lata queue until fRont den sae watch 'into derr mirror' den i was lyk 'wah piAnG' lydat saboo mi` lolx. mi veri dAn xiao wann` oh ya den saw minG rong` hahax. we watch derr samE moviE as her. actualliE derr moviE oso nort so scaRy larrh` quite faRni` buddEn scaRy reALLI veri scaRy lorr` den derr ppL in derr cinEma gort somE veri faRNi wann` gort onE part derr gerl in derr mirror keep appearin closer n closer den onE guy saE 'dunch scare mi leii' lolx` den ppL were luffin` so nort so scaRy lorr... but derr sounD effect veri konG bu nEhx... lyk derr waE dey saE derr mysteriEs of derr mirror lorr` veri interEstin siaz. yiling was so exprEssionlEss. *no idEa* (>.<) tink shE hungry barrh`
ehx` den lata we went walk walk` yiling wanted to buy clothes in derr end dunch hAb` we went eat eat` i saW my fwEn wan qing n shE called mi tupid! lolx` i bought my pen refill liao` wait fer hanxiang can wait till pigx can flY lerrh` den peixin saE she saw us~ lolx` see hEn duo sou rEn siaz. yarr den went bakk. den sae wan to cut hair *yiling* buddEN in derr end oso dunch hAb` lolx. so we walk to linG'x hse` watch hEr pw vidEo` luff till *pEngx* liAo` den lata went homE`
sianz` lata hAb to do hw lorr` tml goin to celebratE liU wah's buRfdaee` duhx` sianzZ derr yAo mingg` dat jun minG horx saE i run veri kuA zhAng veri -.-" ugly juz saE ugly larrh` mus rao yi dAo quan izzit? *sobx sobx* neber minD` i oso finD my runnin veri uglyy. lolx`
hao bArhx hao baRhx` takkaiRe everyonEe` mWackkkx ____
____ yong xin suan wei xiao qu yuAn liang lerrh . ye fan yue lerrh . ` hen ai guo shui hui she derr _____

2004-04-07T19:11:00.000+08:00
yozz` sianZ diAo` tml hAb sciEnce praticAl lorr` now dAmn siAnz` since gort somE tipxx lerrh` hmm decideD to b a slaCker siaZz` another boRIn daee` buddEn b4 recess derr pEriodx all can slack wann` wah piAng` den after recess` gort mathx` den mR loh was dere *he damn biAn tAi* he caught minE n regina's eaR holE` buddEn he onli saE takE out eaR stick buddEn in class oso saE us` he is siaO wan siaZ` mus b last time he oso gort dis kinD of tReatmEnt wan lorr. xin li biAn tAiii. sockx mus pull until 4 fingerx higH` wahh piAng. derr sKewl is outta dEir mindd.
tml hAb badminton agAin lorr` sianzzz. *yaWnx* den cannort studiE again` oso dunch noE when i bcum so dAmn gk`todaE mathx hoRx` keep drAwin gRaphx den mi veri shuAng siaz` cuz i noE how to drAw! lolx`or elsE i will b so dAmn frustrated wan lorr` dunch noE wad derr cRAp mr ng is teachiN` dat potato eggy shit. after skEwl go tuition lorr` lolx finAlly arron vs derrick. lolx` arron horr` eng ao siaz` lolx. derrick still sae 'nicE to meet you' hahax`
now arrh` nth to do leii. fwEnster oso dAmn sianzz wann` so i bloggin larrh` *bleaa*` haix. sianZz sianzzz.. i somEmore gort headachE` doublE sianz lorr. neber minD` todaE gort ameRican idol. yAy` need to go eat lerrh` takkaiRe eveRyone.. `mwackkkx`
`if it's wrong to lurve ya, den my heart refuses to b rite __________

2004-04-06T18:32:00.000+08:00
hiyA` todAe arrh` let mi tink gort waD ting happEN` can saE quite alot larrh` lolx. dandruff river's burfdae lorr`.. den we veri gD wann` still wish him happiE burfdae nEhx`.. den run fer pE siaZz` wan to dRop dEad liao` my stAmina ao derr ban ming~ *siAnx*
bala den scolded us lorr` fer tokin. hahax` shE has returned to derr old bala` so dunch worship lerrh` hmmpft. still scold mi siaZz. mi veri ji chou wann` hmmpft. so i worship lao fEng lerrh` kEkex. yarr shE veri bo liAo siaZ` weaR skirt after pE oso gort wrong` hahax. lamE piece of shit siaZ shE. wah piAng. mathx hoRx. *pEngx* deadd. den do do do` until b4 recess. haix` almost brEak down again siaZz, tryin my bEst nort to cRy lorr. siAnz.
yarr after recess` wahh` alot of tingx siaZz. sciEnce hoRx. wan to enD of science. ruo ting thRew up` n gort somE on mi larrh` hahax. water fountain. kEkex` shE sae shE headachE marrh. den u noE we spEnt lyk 1 hR in derr toilet washin ouR skirt n blowin dry demm lorr` den arron eben hElp mi go boix toilet go dRy` hahax. cuz derr sEcond stoRey ruo ting is usin. den derr sEc 1 dere derr toilet derr ting spoil liao. *pEngx* so hE hao xin rEn lorr` hElp mi. budden oso nort dRy. lining dRy niaa`lolx but thanx aniwaEx.
after skEwl` went to kfc fer a whilE. eat shroomx mEal. den went homE n pom pom` den went to yilinG'x hsee` go to complEx kfc n studiee.. haix` sad sad. do mathx until wan to cRY liao`... den i ask yiling horr.. shE sae wadd ' harr` ni bu hui arrh ' .. wah feel lyk cRyin lorr.. alot of timEx dEy ask mi wad wad.. relax here n dere.. man man lai here n dere.. all holdin bak teaRx lorr.. eben whilE dEy explAin` i rEalli felt derr teaRx fillin up in my eyex lorr`.. den do 2 quEstionx niA. rEalli stop liao` wahh. do in front of dem. i feel lyk a totAl retArd. dey [regina,ruoting,yiling] all noE how to do` mi bEn dann siaZz. veri veri veri tupid n hopEless lorr. haix. rEalli dunch noE how to hAng on lerrh. sick. n tiredd. budden thankew woRx` fer tryin to makE mi understAndd.. n thanx fer derr notE..
den go homE lerrh` my mama makE mi damn fRustratedd.. haix` todaE. dunch noE whether considEr gd daE or nort barrh` lata doin mathx again lorr.. will hab to struggle again.. if dunch noe.. i noE hu to call - cindyy ongg.. hahax` since shE is derr onE alwaEx so free.. haix. okaE larrh` mi go slack lerrh` slack den b guAi kia n studie studie studiE.
btw ruo ting takkaiRe horr` neXt timE sick den dunch comE to skewl lerrh` u sick more jia lat den mi siazz` lurve u guyx` mWackx
` ku zhe mian dui . xi wang you ni derr liang jiee `

2004-04-03T21:05:00.000+08:00
yozZ _____ hmm my new blogg` sEarch fer derr layout seArch till wanna vomit blood lerrh` lolx. yarr` wah veri fast leii. apRil lerrh`. veri sad. ultimatE sad woRx. it sEemx lyk juz yesterdaE whEN is derr fiRst daE of skEwl` n now i m in apRil. bummer (>.<")
tok to arron larrh` tRoy yesterdaE` broke down siAz` was in fwEnster n was rEadin my diaRy entRiex again` teaRx juz kEpt flowin. rEalli lyk our fwEnx veri muchh` derr daRkiexx. regina,ruo ting,yiling,carol,annabel,liuwah,cindy,arron,tingsheng,troy,weiren,hanxiang ____ u guyx rawkx mAn~ where else cld i get such gd fwEnx lyk ur. tinkin dat next yr we will b most probably all in different classes` veri sad barrh. if onli we cld b lyk last yr u noe..? everyting was so simple n fun` although we had probx` but we still enjoyed ourselves more den in dis yR` dis yR arrh. veri sad barrh. alot of pRobx` derr cursed monthh. my resultx were droppin, i cldnt catch up wib der pace of derr class` i was flunkin my mathx` chonG hao` badminton. lifE saRkx at fEb, so glad itx oberr. hahax` neber had 12 gd n closE fwenx in derr class lyk now b4.. tinkin dat nExt yr derr bonD will b kinDa broken` haixx. sadd. soon. it will b my burfdae. may. blahx. wish time wld juz fang maN jiao bu` #.#
i had alot of pRobx in derr heartt` everyone around mi wasnt happiE` so was i barrh. yarr kinda beta now` but den. dere r timEx i see ppL so down dat i feel mysElf fadin` cuz i cldnt do a singlE ting bout it` n i hatE it.. den on 31st of maRch` we gerlx tok bout lotxa stuff` lyk wad if we suddenly die wad will we regret? i will regret nort tellin my parentx i lurve dem` saEin i lurve u to all my fwEnx` alot alot barrh` so we started tellin our fwEnx we lurve dem. i lurve u. i lurve u. n cuz i lurve u` i dunch wan to lose u. at all.
all of u gab mi so nice memoriEx` thankew fer bEin dere whEN i need u` ruo ting arrh` dunch b so ngry lerh hao bu hao` .. wo mEn yi qi zhEn xi xiAn zai` oR else whEn timE startx to tuRN forwaRd quickly every sEcond` we may start to regrEt again. we will alwaeX b gD fwEnx u noE? although u alwaEx lyk pretend nort to caRe` but i noE u care derr rite. i lurve u. mWackxx` hahax.
all derr darkiEx i lurve u` all my koRx` maRmiex` i lurve uR. thankew fer bEIn part of my life. u made it truely worth livin ferr.

2004-04-02T20:38:00.000+08:00
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